nah its pretty normal

the fact that life and death is normal is pretty wild

I got numbers in my phone, pictures in my phone...

true

I'm used to it. I stopped crying after like 10+ friends and fam when I was 13 or 14. I went to a family member's crib for the summer ready to link up with my boy like I had for past summers all excited, and he had gotten shot at the park we played at. I got there just in time to put on my funky ass suit once again and watch a box get put in the ground. I realized that they're the lucky ones, even if all that's next is an eternal nothingness. I sometimes think being left here is maybe a punishment for something done previously that I can't remember.

10+ ? That's beyond f***ed. Condolences g

Been too a lot of funerals sadly.

Had to miss a few in the last few years due to covid.

Natural causes, suicide & homicide.

Had a few pet deaths too but thankfully all natural.

Preciate it bro

Seeing those who you love die certainly makes you appreciate life.

At least for me.

On that serial killer s***

8 billion people on earth

silent murderers

I came to terms with own mortality at kind of a young age due to having found myself in a couple of situations where I didn’t really have any choice but to accept that I might die.

Honestly, death itself doesn’t scare me, more what leads to it. I’m more terrified of developing a debilitating illness/condition than death itself.

Damn blah sorry you had to witness that

Don’t make me cry bro

Playing Louis bags instrumental on repeat wile reading this thread :/

"Death is a great, familiar friend"