Like truly alone

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why do I feel so alone

Yes. Always. Doesn't matter who's around. I keep it well-hid and to myself though.

that's f***ed up. ever considered therapy?

In a sense

I have a great family but not any friends or anyone my age to connect with

Even wit family I feel alone

I’m glad I’m at least stable at least not suffering not too dependent on others etc

I think its cause I can only see and experience from my point of view. So technically we are always alone. Just most people distract themselves with the world to escape that but in reality you are all you know and all you can trust.

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I feel I’m the most alone

Like not regular alone

Not anymore. It took years to understand what that 'alone' feeling is. Overall, this has to be apart of the human condition. there's a Psalm King David wrote that even he's a stranger in the earth. As charismatic and popular he was during his time, that innate feeling of being alone exists with the best of us.

Also, there's that line in the film Heat. DeNiro is asked by his gf, "Are you lonely?" he replies "I'm alone, not lonely"

For some reason, creating that seperating between the two concepts helped me understand what being 'alone' is about lmao

Hmm good point but what does am alone not lonely mean

Always

2021 been especially awful