This thread giving me carzy anxiety why the f*** did i make this 🥺

nobody on this forum is einstein tho

not sure why you're equating playing ball to being successful at life. what are your goals in life? where are you realistically trying to be in 4-5 years? everyone has their own definition of success

Am i dependent ?

I do it mostly as like a social thing, like when just chilling with friends or gf, or partys, playing ball ...

It like enhances what i do , you know what i mean?

I will smoke less these next few weeks, if i feel completly different i might stop

what does that mean?

i guess finishing college and then working

Im studying like geography, and my mom knows some ppl so it will be pretty easy to get a job after that

Also working on music and clothes rn, but thats not my main focus

You don’t know who’s here.
You don’t know s***.

lots of artists show this to be true

Lmao “I’m doing fine”

Happy to hear that bro. Flat out sobriety is so much harder than practicing moderation so I respect it.

prioritizing is key

ok einstein

Yeah i def dont give af about numbers

i smoke every night, take full-time classes and work part-time. Ive done fine after a year and a half, but sometimes I notice that it affects my ability to focus a little whether I'm on or off it. Never been an underachiever but part of me does worry that the weed is slowly making me slower and lazier. It makes it harder for me to do things I dont want to do. On the other hand, im in a pretty creative field so being able to smoke and look at things from other perspectives can be nice.

In general, if youre having issues with it but dont want to quit, i would recommend trying to set daily/weekly goals and then get your s*** done before you even start smoking.

im a weed addict

tbh just avoid smoking on a frequent basis

Especially when college is first starting. There is a huge much opportunity to meet professors/explore different fields. Try and take as many different classes as you can and really get a handle on what you want out of life/a career instead of smoking weed.

Weed will always be there, the personal development opportunities available in college won't.

Self reflection is much easier said than done

I know guys that got in the habit of partying/smoking/drinking all the time in college and never really slowed down to examine what they wanted out of life and a career

It hits you right in the face after graduating and watching your friends pursue fields

Damn I can’t even remember which books I bought lol. I think Princeton review? That’s a thing right? Lol

But you just have to put in the time, and use your time well. When you’re studying, make sure you’re taking notes. If you’re just reading things without writing anything down, then you’re not going to absorb as much information. Take plenty of practice tests.

Don’t be afraid to go back to the basics. Science tends to build on itself, so if you don’t have a good foundation of the basics then it’ll be harder to build up everything else

Cos you’re vegan

I lived in cali for a year and got pretty addicted to smoking, probably once or twice a day. I definitely feel like it not only affected my personality but my desire for anything other than smoking and doing stupid s*** to entertain myself. I haven’t smoked in over a year but I feel myself wanting to cave in. I’m just afraid I’ll fall back into this routine of being high and complacent 24/7

I’d say if you don’t have the self control to limit yourself to a few times a week definitely quit for a while and see if you notice any changes

This is where I'm at but only 6 weeks in. Never felt better in so many ways but I do find myself really wanting to smoke about once a week. I just know that it's such a slippery slope for me that I need a much longer break before I come back to it. Proud of you for quitting for a whole year thats really impressive. <3

Appreciate it! It’s definitely a tough cycle to break and if you don’t truly wanna quit you’ll keep making excuses to smoke.
Just take it day by day fam, you’ll thank yourself in the future. Good luck with everything

If you have the funds to support the habit and stable life without many things going/potentially going wrong

The d**** won’t be a problem until they become a solution to another problem.

i mean is there anything any1 can say in this thred to make u stop lmao