All I would do to the person is make them more sad and confused than they were prior to our friendship. I do not know what I want nor who I am and I feel like that's all the impact I would have on others.

dam u sound confused

I think about killing myself everyday

Others are undeserving of me

Why

life is trash.

Yea

It's funny how we'll admit all of this online but the truth is 90 percent of irl people feel this way too but you'd never guess by the way they carry themselves.

It's so easier to open up here. For all you know I'm just a Pixel on the screen

this. I try to express to people in real life how I feel but its near impossible. only a few catch onto my actions and ask me whats up. Ive always been closed off. I could die tomorrow from suicide and itd shock everyone.

imagine if we had an AI that could figure out adequate responses for everything we say. And that would relate to us too. I think it will happen rather soon. Perhaps 20 to 30 years. It would be so easy to say everything you're feeling.

Yes

Do you feel like you're getting used to feeling like that?

Cuz life f***in sucks

Indeed. But it's beautiful too. It's mysterious.

I wouldnt mind dying but I don't think I'll ever have the courage to commit suicide

Is this what every adult feels like :( it's like it was just yesterday that my biggest concern was whether it's going to be sunny so I can play football with my friends

I don’t deserve my sister tbh, I can be a real f***ing d***head sometimes, well not just to her, I can’t control it though I just get very f***ing irritable at times and slight ass things just set me off, sometimes it seems like I just get angry at her happiness and it f***s me up

I don't even know why I'm feeling this way, I don't have any real life problems compared to most people. It's not even sadness anymore, I can't even cry anymore. It just is what it is. I think I got used to it. It's so numb

That emptiness feeling happens to me too sometimes, I think it’s when I really start thinking about everything is when it turns on, but eventually I just have a mental breakdown, I legit cried for an hour an entire hour a couple weeks back and had a panick attack, my eye was legit twitching

Crying can be therapeutic sometimes though.

Sadness itt actually makes me sad to see it

I hope things get better for you guys, but only you can do that for yourself

It just all seems so pointless. You study hard so you can get a good job so you can have a nice family but then what?