I've always been self deprecating and had low self esteem,mostly because i'm aware of my s***tiness so I've often ran away from people who have shown me they care about me. Am i right to feel this way because of my past f***ed up actions or is everybody regardless of how s***ty a human being they are have a right to be loved? And does that include murderers,rapists and criminals etc or is there a cut off?

yes there is a cut off. "deserve" implies merit. but that should be reserved for extreme circumstances, not for someone who is insecure or has low self-esteem.

you'll find your love one day bro.

self love yea, no one is owed love to you tho

Not in the sense that you're owed it. But should you allow yourself to be loved even though you know you're f***ed up

You deserve love OP

all gods children ohhh need love

idk, if you’re f***ed up you should try to fix yourself so then someone could love you properly instead of tryna have them save you from yourself
my fault @op meant to quote u

Only if you’re 6’0+

yes

shout out @We_Out_Here

Love is the answer and the key

OUR SOLE PURPOSE IS TO LOVE.... EVERYTHING ELSE IS SECONDARY

EVERYONE DESERVES LOVE

Damn i'm 5'9,no love for me i guess

Love doesn't exist bro

No not you @OP

What's so s***ty about you that keeps you from getting the most vital energy for the soul.

yes, if alot of those rapist and murderers where loved right at a young age they prob wouldnt have ever committed those crimes

ive never really seen someone who grew up in a stable household with loving parents grow up to be a monster

lack of love is what creates those murderers, rapists and criminals, so yeah I think everyone deserves to be loved.
(except people with CLB in their name ofcourse)

yes no doubt everyone deserves to be loved

I don't really know how to show others affection and i become very distant and close myself off which ends up hurting people because i fail to let them in and push them away. I think it might have to do with my upbringing because i never saw my parents show each other they love each other

No.

everyone deserves to be loved OP. but if you’re defective like me then no

I genuinely don't think I do

Have you tried opening up for anyone irl, like a shrink or a close friend?

obviously not

Yeah i opened up to my ex girlfriend. That was the first time in my 24 years id ever been transparent with anybody. But even with her i ended up f***ing things up and leaving her cause i felt "unworthy" She was willing to stick by me but i didn't wanna put her through my BS