Oblivion X

1y

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Little rough but oh well

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Problems all round me, feel the Demons in insomni-
Need a reason for a hobby, I was probably out of body
Exorcize, pushing weight, and I'm still chasing spirits/
Broken by my past, and my mental like glass/
Shattered in some pieces, can you tell me where my peace is
Constantly I feel defeated
Since the days of being fetus, I been questioning my being/
Had my feet planted, wonder what my biggest feat is/
Really hard to tell
But my biggest disease is, I'm too hard on myself/
Be who I dream, but that feeling ain't Common
Insecurities increasing leaving room without deposits/
Shoes get to creasing being molded by my steps/
Stories in my sole, inspire me to get to writing/
Tied up in my roots, but I still feel detached/
The cream of the crop or the worst one out of the batch ?/
Sit downs with loves one, only make me feel attacked/
Wrestle with my ego on the days I feel the lowest/
Display false bravado keep emotions in a bottle/
Got a short fuse, I been waiting to explode/
How I be a model to my nieces and my nephews/
Need a few signs to align me with the light/
A clue for my blues to find myself out the maze/
Made many wrongs I can never turn em right/
Hunger for some greatness I been anxious to go bite/