Same thing lean heads are ed

Thats nonsene bro u gotta hold on and do your best you’ll make it

200mg of codeine daily used to be my d*** of choice

How long for? I was on 300 a day for a while

Moved on to percs but them s***s knocked my face off so i havent touched opiates since 💀

doubt. anxious personalities is rly a thing b
i've been hypervigilant and anxious since I was 7 because of the school environment I was in and i never truly let go of it because it became my self defense mechanism. now I can't let go even though I want to because i'm that way

my mom was the same and made me feel guilty for making her anxious too.
maybe with therapy I'd manage to make it better but i don't have the energy to go through that right now. antidepressants don't work at all.

i chug milk after my morning coffee and cigarettes said f*** it but man mixing them tasted like metal

I don't remember...maybe 3 to 6 months??….I was 16 back then and I used to steal codeine pills from my fam. (I was a piece of s*** tbh) After that I started taking Tranxene (clorazepate) and got hooked on benzos.

I never crushed pills in my life unless I was going through H wds and had to put something up my nose...other than that, taking pills with a glass of water is the best way imo

idk it take too long for the extended release x**** to peak and I felt like s*** this morning so i needed a fast relief bad

them OG pfizers s***s lowkey indestructible too lol the generic ones are easier to crush for some reason

I don't understand whats even the point of an XR X**** ...I mean, it's meant to be used for instant anxiety relief right???

it holds on for about 10-12 hours and give a slower release meaning a longer relief, but with that it takes longer to work. also it leaves me less fried than instant relaese ones which was important because I was in uni, but now that I have quit for a while idc if it leaves me dumb

XR ones are better in my opinion for long term treatment of anxiety while instant release ones is better for panic anxiety and getting f***ed up. it's marginally better than lorazepam which acts a little bit faster. might switch back idk.

obv you got valium and klonopin that are long acting but the muscle relaxant effect leaves me drowsier than x****

oh I see

in my experience lorazepam peaks at 4 hours and when it does it hits you like a sledgehammer, so, I think it's best to take it at like 9 pm If you have a strict schedule.

go out for drinks or stay in and do acid?

i just dont like drinking on acid makes s*** hella weird

this is what im thinking right now tbh
cant get too lit tho dont wanna do acid when im hungover lol

just dont wanna be that guy who sits at the bar staring at the wall for 8 hours while all my friends get lit on drinks

acid at concerts is peak d*** experience

Yo lol

i was on acid at a james blake concert fam i was MELTING to the music
gonna see bon iver next