same here, this s*** def approaching polydrug addiction for myself. no withdrawals from anything cuz i rotate it all but i can feel the cravings for somethings on off days.

also re:tolerance have u ever done dxm? theres an enzyme (CYP2D6) that affects metabolism of s*** ton of diff d****, opis, dxm, dissos etc. if u have a higher enzyme level it can make u a fast metabolizer causing higher dosages. theres a test u can get for it i believe (want to eventually), but anyway drinking white grapefruit juice inhibits that enzyme and makes those^ d**** stronger if u interested in that. only works for stuff orally taken tho

I been there bro. Mainly on kush now but used to have a stash of literally everything, junkie wet dream. Once i lost my mind a lil bit off acid n shrooms I scaled back.

Hope you can find what it is you need to do to be cool being sober. Don't mean for that to be patronizing a lot of my bros been thru heavy coke, xan, and molly abuse that s*** f***s u up. Homie still recovering offa the xans a year later so I know that s*** ain't easy. Whatever underlying problem u have can't be tackled until u try to hop off that s***

I don't mean to preach bro but hearing u say u cant stand being sober lowkey depressing cuz i know that mentality n that s*** sucks

i bought these pills from the d*** store that had DXM in them and I ate like 40 of them and just didnt have a good time. Kids said it was a fun high and it wasn't so I havent gone back since.

to measure ug doses u gotta volumetrically dose by dissolving a known amount of substance in a solution.

and yes marquis reagent is purple/black for mdma and bright yellow for methylone. recommend getting several reagents though because m can be cut with pma/pmma (which dont react with marquis) which are SRIs and have dangerous interaction with m

Oh okay yeah I just now looked up what a lethal dose looks like. I figured 2mg of something would be a lot less. Still crazy risky tho. Stay safe

btw Im pretty much sober nowadays. I just like to party from time to time now. I wouldn't even consider myself a recreational d*** user, more of a vacation d*** user since its almost only once a month. But when I use I go for harder s***.

Damn people in this thread sound way more knowledgeable about s*** than I expected. Wild tho, stay safe

a lot of people in here have experience and have knowledge to share. A lot of times I find experience with the d**** themselves are a lot different than anything you can read or look up tbh.

Good to hear. I smoke weed occasionally but that’s it. Did MDMA and LSD a few times years back tho

harm reduction is the goal, gotta be smart about bein a dummy

also for looking up info make sure not to use google cuz they censor information and bring up rehab sites and hide real info like erowid/bluelight (fuck google for this fr)

best search engine is duckduckgo, and also add 'reddit' or 'bluelight' to the end of ur search for better results

Yeah the thread should def be giving out accurate and safe info if people are gonna do this stuff

But measuring fentanyl by eye would be crazy dangerous, I hope no one reads this thread and thinks stuff like that is safe to do

yeah I don't condone what I do at all. I'm an anomaly, and glitch in the matrix. I don't like doing d**** with people who are doing them for the first time or who aren't knowledgeable, I don't need that on my conscious. I didn't let a kid do cocaine with me on new years because he never tried it before. I looked like a junkie a****** who wouldn't share but really I don't need anything coming back on me. That happened a few times before with kids I introduced to people who couldn't handle their s*** and ended up in really bad places.

And I mean I've tried Fenty after I did heroin, used to snort oxy80s until i threw up.

EDIT: even the addicts I was with who were shooting it were like dude are you seriously trying this and just doing it by eye... and I said yeah?, like to me its all mind over matter and it makes sense in my head. With that being said I was with a kid who tried to keep up and ended up overdosing while I kept going.

So yeah I'm here to talk about my experiences and give knowledge but nothing I've done with Opiods should be mimicked

Good to know. I wouldn’t do anything these days though. I gotta stay productive and any d*** would f*** up my ADHD

1g of weed lasts me months since I just use small doses for sleep

i feel that, been on a break from weed past 10 days or so, def feel a noticeable difference in motivation to do s***, i gotta start bein productive again.

do u use a dry herb vape? and thats everyday use or just occasional insomnia?

Also BTW I've never shot up an Opiod, only ever eaten, snorted or smoked them. I will never mess with needles.

Vape. Prolly twice a week on average. I get pretty bad insomnia and don’t wanna f*** with prescription gaba agonists

oh yea definitely dont get started on those, the rebound insomnia can be terrible. recreationally tho, gah damn gabaergics are flames so much euphoria and they all s*** on alcohol.

nah but my girl recovering from fent rn

giving addicts a place to commune will lead to some of them stopping & scare some people away from ever starting.

surprised af at this comment coming from you

facts, things like this is why AA work... addicts helping addicts

big facts, when i was staying with her she'd do that s*** to stop the sick from coming, then nod off, then wake up feeling f***ed

yeah its an awful d*** all around and I blame the dealers and whoever was the ones who introduced it into the heroin came. Once they started cutting H with fent is f***ed everything up.

Sometimes I think it was introduced on purpose to kill off addicts

and tbh, as you do more & more d**** with people. You're not just doing d**** with them to "do d****" cause you could do that at home.

You're doing d**** with them to see what certain d**** will bring out in them.

abso, i might sound like a dumbass at times, but i'd reccomend anyone start slow, with any d*** they're trying really.

I dove head deep into a bunch of s*** & found myself having life problems way too soon after.
but i've also avoided rehab/any real noticable brain damage/ any lost social connections during it
was lucky to get out of most of it when i did even tho im still abusing s***

i personally want the thread to remain sticked so people can at least see what some of us are going through after resorting to these means & avoid it in the first place