all the questions you ask makes it seem like youre not on benzos yet. please be careful benzo addiction is no joke

I would like to do shrooms on NYE but my pack wouldn't get her on time I believe

I got LSD but you know mehhh

I have some MDMA might do that if I do go out

Otherwise I'll be fine with my weed and xans lol

I plan on taking a heroic acid trip while im making this album, towards the end of the process, probably won’t think of anything actually music wise but I just feel like it’s the right thing

Been doing adderall everyday day for two weeks

you the craziest itt

9mg

been on it for 7 years ffs

and that's on a normal day

tolerance builds up like a mothafucker tho

WE TRIPPY MANE

It's really a f***ed up cycle to get into

I'm just at maybe 4mg max but I'm trynna slow down

word

last night I popped 14 pills, slept for 4 hours and woke up at 4:40 am struggling to breathe...I was on the verge of death.

and that's lame af.

I dont wish that s*** on nobody

What’s a heroic dose to you?

new school of benzos are woat

Weren’t you trying to quit everything except for the benzos a while ago? Or are you just popping that many benzos?

F*** all rc-benzos tbh

Not sure I’ve never gone above 200ug lol and it’s been about a year since I’ve taken it

I’ve felt way worse the day after taking pharma X**** then I ever have taking clonazolam tbh but it is a very dangerous benzo as far as blackouts go, diclazepam is the goat tho

diclazepam sounds pretty wild i don't know if i would trust a designer benzo though

there's a reason these RC-benzos never made it to the market if the companies who synthesized them could market them and get them approved believe they would lol

Took shrooms last night and I just felt weird. It felt like something was missing but I didn't know what and I just felt sad, like how can I not enjoy shrooms anymore.

I took about 2g in capsules and I had 5g + ecstasy last month, but both paled in comparison to my previous trips. I kinda feel like I'm wasting the d*** by just staying in my room, making playlists of the same music and laying in bed looking at the stars.

I try not to focus too much on myself because I'm scared of what it'll make me realize but on every trip I realize that I need to be more social and it seems so simple but I never actually apply it in my life after.

I think I need to get more life experience before I trip again, hopefully I can do it in another setting too. I planned to trip in about 3 weeks but after last night, I don't think I'll enjoy it. I'll wait till March-April at the earliest

dude, I'm trying ...on gaba

but it's tougher than I thought

i know famo

makes me feel like s***

ya need a proper tapering schedule. like a 15-20 day interval between dose change for long and heavy users, use diazepam only!!! no smooth transition quitting benzos and the worst is xan n loraz while diazepam will provide best support for tapering

u should be on like 45-50 mg diaz and take 2-2.5mg off every 3 weeks. also pls talk to a dr about it, you have an appointment in jan?

do you guys take loraz to help you sleep or herbal stuff someone told me to use magnesium

yup, jan is the month, but I'm afraid my doc will give me some s***ty anti-psychotic like olanzapine or give me more lyricas to balance the benzos out