Idk why but taking probiotics and gas-x really decrease these symptoms. Almost eliminate

Whenever I eat food my face and head pressure become really intense. Rn I haven’t eaten anything since 12pm and I don’t feel it that bad. I feel like my dp/dr is related to my gut and sinuses

nah this actually makes sense because as humans we can look at the world like we only rest our foot here, we reside here, fighting against it always, which makes us make things exempt from this worlds need to exist.

lmao when i had no tolerance and took a strong hit like this everything that had just happened was repeating in my head constantly for like 30 min and it felt like i was watching myself play out my death in slow motion and my thought in my head was “this is what dying is, a never ending permanent playback of what just occurred”

No bullshit I left that part out but same exact here lmao. It was a wild experience

had the same thing when i was smoking f***loads of weed lol i'd look in the mirror and go out of my body and s***... i hated that s*** man, not a good feeling

made me feel like a piece of s***, made me look at myself from a different perspective - but in a bad way... all my anxiety pouring out at once

Exactly which is why ultimately the most self-actualizing act is to create; as self-aware and intelligent beings we have the opportunity to transcend biological identity formations and mortality - through culture.

There are only two paths to salvation in modernity; family or art.

Typing this out makes me realise how ed I was at the time

Early 2019 I had scored some codeine syrup from a pharmacy, started getting high off it one night, but then at the same time I started having heart palpitations - the combination of being high n drowsy while my heart having palpitations sent me into a crazy panic attack

I tried to sleep it off but when I woke up in the morning I was still high off the codeine, and then the anxiety/panic symptoms were also still present

It depersonalised me for 3 days straight, it felt like I was living/looking through a tunnel for 3 days I was so disconnected from real life, it felt like I was piloting my body rather than just being one single entity - I remember being like to myself "am I ever going to return to normal"

I remember being so grateful about life when I woke up on the fourth day and the sensations had faded, I was so relieved

Crazy thing is, the codeine didn't even cause it, I mean it was certainty a trigger, but it was the panic attack that sent me into that proper depersonalised state

lmao yeah when it happened i couldn’t even put how i felt in words it took a month of pondering about it