May 21, 2021·1 reply
BlueChew SeanMy ex who I thought I was close to getting back together with last year ghosting me after meeting someone new
Then realizing that I was a toxic a****** during the relationship and pretty much none of my excuses/justifications for what I said and did to her makes senseI might actually be a s***ty person and I repeatedly fail to abide to the moral code I thought I have. I don't know where the line is that I won't cross and that lowkey scares me
F***s me up when I think of how innocent I was as a child The realization that I don't I live up to the potential I displayed growing up
Dying still terrifies the s*** out of me
You’re saying some real s*** about the toxicity
It sucks to realize that you were kind of a d***
May 21, 2021
coltrupI think you're as special as you choose to be. the sheer complexity of inner life means that each and everyone has a world of creative insights to share.
the real question is- is a person being given the opportunity to do so? and if they have that opportunity, are they acting on it?
Love this
- May 21, 2021·1 replySonyomom
You’re saying some real s*** about the toxicity
It sucks to realize that you were kind of a d***Still trying to reconcile myself with it
Can't believe I let my own ego blind me like that - May 21, 2021·1 reply
S*** won’t get done unless I do it
- May 21, 2021·1 reply
I can only really listen to music that has either
a) extremely dusty boom bap drum loops
Or
b) Booming dark 808s and hyperactive hi hats
- May 21, 2021BlueChew Sean
Still trying to reconcile myself with it
Can't believe I let my own ego blind me like thatI’m done trying and feel like it depends on the person. Evert single time I had a good thing going with someone, I ruined it. Got me wondering if I’ll ever be able to hold onto someone
First heartbreak never truly leaves fr
May 21, 2021BlueChew SeanMy ex who I thought I was close to getting back together with last year ghosting me after meeting someone new
Then realizing that I was a toxic a****** during the relationship and pretty much none of my excuses/justifications for what I said and did to her makes senseI might actually be a s***ty person and I repeatedly fail to abide to the moral code I thought I have. I don't know where the line is that I won't cross and that lowkey scares me
F***s me up when I think of how innocent I was as a child The realization that I don't I live up to the potential I displayed growing up
Dying still terrifies the s*** out of me
this lowkey me tho
May 21, 2021if you want something to change you have to take action
might not always go the way you want it to, but the only way it will is if you take that chance- May 21, 2021·1 replydelusional6666
if ur above average in attractiveness its next to impossible to find true love
What do you mean by that
- May 21, 2021·1 replyOffline
I can only really listen to music that has either
a) extremely dusty boom bap drum loops
Or
b) Booming dark 808s and hyperactive hi hats
You ever tried listening to Post-Punk?
- May 21, 2021·1 replyYuzzy
You ever tried listening to Post-Punk?
Nah recommend me some artists
I’ll check out anything, I just always default to the s*** I mentioned
- May 21, 2021·1 replyYuzzy
What do you mean by that
1) ur likely only gonna date other attractive ppl and everyone got too many options
2) u dont know if the person wants u for u or ur looks/status
3) most attractive people turn toxic at an early age cuz they get exposed to toxic relationships early in life
May 22, 2021The giant horse pills I had to take when I got sick before
- May 22, 2021delusional6666
1) ur likely only gonna date other attractive ppl and everyone got too many options
2) u dont know if the person wants u for u or ur looks/status
3) most attractive people turn toxic at an early age cuz they get exposed to toxic relationships early in life
For the second one, it don't matter. If you click, you click. If you don't, you don't stay together. Looks only go so far, financial stability is the real test.
May 22, 2021
HITSLIKEDIETCOKEI think for me its that I spent quite a few years with s***ty mindsets and habits, and generally speaking I cant get that time back
This hit hard
- May 22, 2021HITSLIKEDIETCOKE
I think for me its that I spent quite a few years with s***ty mindsets and habits, and generally speaking I cant get that time back
this s*** really is the one
and even in realizing this and feeling bad about it, s*** can become a circle of overanalyzing past s*** and depression
- May 22, 2021
RIP2VThat most people lack empathy and can’t feel beyond themselves.
- May 22, 2021·3 replies
Fighting fire with fire is effective and good.
- May 22, 2021ALPHABEAR
Fighting fire with fire is effective and good.
May 22, 2021
JonzLife can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards.
May 22, 2021ALPHABEARFighting fire with fire is effective and good.
U gotta respond to force with greater force a lot of the time.
May 22, 2021had to take a pill to cure my chlamidya that s*** was way too big
rano 🇧🇷May 22, 2021Not giving a f*** isn't as cool as you think
May 22, 2021·1 replyOfflineNah recommend me some artists
I’ll check out anything, I just always default to the s*** I mentioned
she's lost control - joy division
passover - joy division
dark entries - barhaus
rain king - sonic youth
goin' out west - tom waits
neighborhood threat - iggy pop
careering - public image ltd
May 22, 2021HITSLIKEDIETCOKEI think for me its that I spent quite a few years with s***ty mindsets and habits, and generally speaking I cant get that time back
I think about this from time to time and it f***s me up every time. But at the same hindsight is always 20/20.