My girl dropped last night and she had a really bad trip. Today we were talking about it and she felt like she had experienced ego death. Have any of you guys had this? What did it feel like and did it permanently shift your mindset about things?

@KanyeWest didnt you literally have a song called ego-death that leaked?

Nah but my one my best friends did. He wasn’t the same for a while after that tbh

How do? Just wondering cause idk if this stuff is gonna shift her perspective a lot. She was real bad last night. She seems a lot better about her mindset and stuff now. I hope she continues to feel good and let her bad trip be a positive rather than a negative

Shrooms

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Yikes dude. That sounds really terrifying. Idk bro I just don’t trust my anxiety to work properly for me to enjoy hallucinating

My first shrooms experience was amazing and life changing. I wrote.this while on shrooms towards the.end of the trip.about 2 years ago.

Magic mushrooms were nothing like I expected. It wasn't really even a high almost. It started slowly. I started physically feeling it. And then this feeling of absolute joy just hits you. It's hard to describe this feeling. It was like the feeling of being a kid again on a hot summer day on a beach. It was like complete clarity from my own biases. That feeling you get inside when you do the right thing. Just peace. No crazy high or a synthetic feeling buzz. Just peace.

Reminded me of what I felt like when I fell in love for the first time. It was almost that exact feeling of falling in love. It showed me that I can experience that peace all the time and I already have. I've experienced that as a kid. When there were no manade expectations. No being locked in a rat race for who can get the bigger pay check. I've experienced that feeling when I fell in love. Or when I made my parents proud.When all that mattered was playing with my childhood friends. When i made myself proud. It made me realize that society has made life into one big d*** measuring contest. Somewhere in history we all lost our way and sight of what really matters.

Wtf about these d**** is so appealing to y'all

Read my post^

I don’t do d**** but my girl does. Some people just like to expand their mind and try to like see things and experience s*** they never have before. It’s called a trip for a reason. I’ve never taken acid and after witnessing her on it I don’t plan on it. I don’t even like smoking honestly. I find more enjoyment out of like socializing and working out and listening to music and playing video games and other s***. So I don’t feel the need for d****.

I do see the appeal though and don’t like to pass judgement on people who use them responsibly. And those who don’t, I don’t either, I just hope that they get the proper help because being dependent on a chemical or a substance is really scary and s***ty tbh

Real dude. It’s not a risk I want to take. I do think the concept of ego death is intriguing. I’ve experienced it before I believe, but it’s just another situation where I have to try to experience it again in a way that isn’t going to jeopardize my sanity.

I was more curious to think about it in an abstract way and continue the conversation based on the information I learned from in the thread. It is intriguing and I give her props for being brave enough to do it. But seeing her go through that much pain made me recognize that sometimes being brave isn’t always good

Did shrooms today. I definitely got a birds eye view with everything going on and seeing how it is all playing out in a beautiful chaotic way and there aint much i can do about it but enjoy the little things like family and taking breaths,

Nah it’s cool dude, speak your mind, I like learning and s***. My understanding of this is all limited and I like learning about the self. It’s something I’ve become almost obsessed with. Eventually I wanna delve into philosophy and try to hone in on myself and determine the best course in which I want to focus my life around. That’s like the next big “project” for me.

Consider this an early start to that. Plus like I said, this is a good conversation topic her and I can have that’s still relatively recent so we’ll have a lot to talk about

That’s dope dude. Glad you had a good trip. Yeah, s***s wild rn, probably a good thing to really take a moment to appreciate the small details

yeah from shrooms

Elaborate, what did you experience and how did you come to terms with it?

Real. I’m a skeptic by nature so I think I’d do this already. A lot of this s*** is just perspective and opening yourself up to trying a different outlook. I don’t necessarily want to restructure, I just want to build and realign and become more consistent. Hone in on why I feel how I feel when it comes to the things I believe in and give it more concrete terms.

Essentially, just want to become more cultured and find mindsets that allow me to continue on the direction I want to head in life.

Thank you for the advice

no, I experienced real death

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