I shoulda listened to y’all the first time.

We been going back and forth since November

She’ll block me, unblock me, pull me back in.

We been going back and forth

Toxic relationship

This b**** been putting me through it

She had me blocked for a few weeks this time unblocked me a couple days ago came over last night and just stormed out the crib at 2 A.M mad as hell

Worst part is it’s like I’m addicted to it. I was fw other girls whole time we were seeing each other, we were never officially dating but with how intense it was and we were telling each other we loved each other and s***. I deserve some of the flack she’s given me but I don’t want her to be with anyone else. I want her to me only

we both toxic as hell to each other but neither wants to leave

Shoulda tossed her the first instance of this occurring but I’m a fool

This is a little part of the way she would text me after a fight:

Completely unhinged man

Dam

You need to escape from this situation. You're in a push pull relationship. This b**** sounds like she has bpd and you sound like you're codependent you're a match made in heaven two puzzle pieces that fit together, two personalities that can only be tolerated by each other. But you're gonna f*** each other's lives up she's not good for you and vice versa. She will f*** you up way more than you ever could. Codependency can be dealt with BPD is a life long thing you can only manage it. You're dealing with trauma bonds and they will get stronger so get out now before it gets harder and you cause more damage to each other. She is literally like a d*** to you and you are addicted and just like heroin and crack she will f*** your life up.

I hate her and I love her at the same time.

When I see her all happy I get mad. I saw a ig story of her with her friends out eating her friend posted on Instagram of the them out eating when she had just blocked me last time her friend said “both my girls just dropped those toxic ass men for the last time had to come out to celebrate” posted right on her friends Instagram story of her and one of her other friends who just broke up with their boyfriend like she wanted me to see it. I got heated as hell. Like how dare this b**** block me and have fun? her ass came right back a few weeks later too

When I see her sad I feel even worse. I want her to be happy but I have disdain for her cause of the way she acts at times.

She accused me of being a s***addict tonight. and said I’m the one who needs mental help. THE F***ING AUDACITY.

It’s 3 AM and I might just be incoherently rambling but I’m mad

Be careful my friend

Anything that has this much pull on you emotionally is dangerous

Reminds me of a crazy b**** from 2017 I f***ed for like 5 months

Mentally s*** was awful
But that P**** was nuts

At the end of the day, stop puttting ya d*** in crazy

OP don't get caught having a baby with this chick bruh

That last screenshot is wild

You ever seen gone girl? That's who op is dating she is absolutely dangerous and if I was op I would be terrified.

F***!

Quoting this because it's important

I f***ing hate when women pull out that "I'm gonna kill myself" line. That s*** legit worries me and gives me a f***ing panic attack. I never know what to do.

Man I agree. I was researching borderline personality and I think this b**** has it. Either that or bipolar.

It’s hard to leave tho. The sex, the way she looks, the lovebombing,

I agree, I am codependent and she pushed and pulls me as she pleases. I’m real sick of it and I can’t take it anymore but I also don’t want her to leave. It’s not that I don’t have other girls or anything, it’s just something about her that makes me crazy about her man. The way she’ll look me in the eyes and say she loves me one minute then completely change within 10 freaks me the f*** out. She makes me feel like I’m the crazy one. My mental health is taking a beating

She is not bipolar, bpd is commonly misdiagnosed as bipolar but you need to have manic episodes to be considered bipolar.

Yep, had a ting like this too. Was all fun & games till I got a high heel thrown at the back of my head.

OP you gotta stop playing with these mentally deranged bihs before you wake up like Henry Hill

oh hell nah

get out asap

She makes you feel crazy because she gaslights you into thinking youry crazy. This b**** does evil and f***ed up things and then blames it on you like you caused her to do those things. She can f*** off with that bullshit we are all responsible for our own action the things we say and do. She has an awareness that she's a piece of s*** and if she wanted to she could go to therapy and address those issues, but since she doesn't want to it is you're responsibility to dead this s*** you're enabling her and as long she's enabled she will do whatever the f*** she wants. Her behavior will escalate as well she will constantly push your boundaries to see what she can and can't get away with it and there is no fix she's a black hole you can't fill the void she has to figure that s*** out on her own.

Who am I to judge smh, I still watch her stories on Insta from time to time on my PND s*** letting her know I’m preeing her. She always posts a depressing romantic story after I watch one of her stories, letting me know she knows.

Yep, the first time she did it I had a full blown panic attack, started blowing up her phone hopped in my car and drove to her apartment. Of course she was completely fine.

She’s threatened to murk herself at least 4 times cause of me

Last time she did it I said you not gonna do s*** shut up

Trust your gut you already know what to do. It's doesn't feel right because it isn't.

Call a hospital, 911 or her family next time this is not your responsibility this is emotional abuse and she's manipulating the f*** out of you.

Heroin addicts are crazy for heroin too. But at some point you gotta realize that s*** is death and misery.