Nigga this is the Internet I want my real life to be okay

My mom set me up for failure

I wanna start over

Been having dreams about him that scAre me

you don’t have to tell us any of these dreams if it makes you uncomfortable.

Did you have a bad relationship with your father?

You're probably gonna fail, if you fail you're probably gonna be worse off than you are now. Suicide is not easy.

exactly so what do u expect some niggas on the internet to do bout it? Go out and work to change your life. if you really want to.

OP I like you as a poster a lot and I’m sure you’re cool in person

Life is long you can restart at 30,40, w.e

Don’t overthink things just give yourself something to do

It was whatever

He f***ed me up but he didn’t know it he always tried to be cool with me but when have nothing in common and he’s not a good person to talk to

Dreams be mad vivid tho

Like it’ll be some conversation that couldn’t have happened irl

Like he was in my room and s*** talking about current s***

Woke up a 4 am scared

Sorry to hear, our father isn't dead tho & some ppl do just sleep. Not all of us die. Keep hope, we're only here for a moments time

Don’t you think I’ve tried

people can't help you if you dont want to open up about why you're feeling this way but understand people WANT to help you bro

im actually not tryna be condescending but just sit down and breath without trying to think or do anything for like 15 minutes just concentrate on feeling your breath it'll help trust me

dm me on ig

what is making you feel like this?

how do you feel your mother set you up for failure?

While there a decent number of people on this site who will offer good insight and advice, I'd highly encourage you to reach out to professionals who can react with care and grace.

That said, no one wants to see you gone OP. Life's a b****, but there are still things to live for. I'm sure you have dreams and desires you wanna see come to fruition.

What does that mean man

Bro I’m hurting like foreal

Why me man

im here to talk OP if you need an ear

When I’m hurt I try not to wander deep in my head or ask about the why parts

I focus on other stuff that will use my energy

If you want to restart, start by thinking about simple changes you can do first

y u hurting bro ☹️

This really isn't the time bro
Read the room
He said he doesn't care about religion, stop fr.

What about being a man do you find terrible?
Would you prefer being something else?

Maybe give a good friend a phone call?

what ever problems you have understand its temporary. People are trying to help you here and its up to you to accept the help or not