I love u

this is for everyone here

You are valid, valued and loved.

please remember that

I want to talk to you if you want to talk to me. But first tell us what is specifically bothering you, speaking in broad statements like "being a man is hard" is getting us nowhere.

And don't kill yourself. Or hurt yourself.

honestly. If you're serious about getting help people are more than willing and this post is very alarming.

I don’t know what I’m doing

I’ve been actively trying to improve and haven’t made any progress

I don’t have anyone i can rely on or talk to irl (mom brother friends cousin)

My birthday is tommoro and i feel like I’m old as f*** and just wasted a year of my life doing nothing

I paid 10 dollars to meet with this holistic doctor to try and improve my health but she’s scamming

Said it would be 70 a week for meetings and couldn’t help me until after i paid

I’m broke as f***

Told myself I’d take this time to improve in life then get a job but have made zero progress and now i feel like a bum

My mom wants me to do s*** like go to college simply so she can tell her friends and doesn’t consider the fact that I don’t wanna take on all that debt

Every time I tell her something she tells someone else and makes fun of me

I wanna move out but don’t wanna do it pre maturely

It sounds like you don't have a job. Whats your age range, and have you ever had a job?

okay everything you have stated is a temporary problem that has become a bigger problem in your head. Relax bro life isn't a race.

First off how old are you?

Plenty of people take years to get off their feet and figure out how to do it. Utilize the resources you have. You're making yourself believe you're trapped in a hole and theres no way out which is so far from the truth because you have huge opportunity to do things and have a good future, regardless of how long it takes.

Aye My nigga don't do it, you got people that fw with you and want to see you succeed man

I know it hurts sometimes but you'll get over it
You'll find another life to live
I swear that you'll get over it
I know you're sad and tired
You've got nothing left to give
You'll find another life to live
I know that you'll get over it

No one gives a single f*** about how men feel

Honestly this is like 3 months of pent up s***

I don’t got no body to get it out to

All i can do is listen to music and take a nap about it

I have zero irl “friends” like not a single person that gives a fuxk that i could call

It’s difficult

im sorry you don't really have an outlet to get out your feelings... that s*** can be woat especially bc sometimes all it takes is just talking something out

just know we here for you, and will do all we can to help lift you up

you keep saying IRL friends but you do understand that everyone on the internet is a real person right? Real people that can communicate real emotions to you and provide you with unbiased advice

Yea i don’t have a job right now haven’t had one since last summer

Was going crazy on DD until December when my dad died

I turn 20 tomorrow

bra i understand ur situation cuz it wasn’t too long i was stuck feeling like a failure ull eventually get out there & look back at it trust me, but u gotta realize it’s ppl that would do any thing rn to get up & walk or to have both of their arms. ik it might not make a lot of sense be grateful for the small wins and ull get blessed wit bigger ones. you can’t receive and not be grateful for wat u already got

Yes this sounds like an existential crisis
@op you can get through this

Make a list with priorities and tackle them with small realistic steps

Don't fret over the problems you have little to no control over (your mom talking behind your back isn't your fault) - focus on what you have power over.

Happy birthday 💐 (in advance lol)

Yea but I don’t have anyone that truly f***s with me like i need

I need a friend like my person

I never really had that

Y’all dont really know me like that all the people i know don’t really know me like that

I hide myself a lot by being stupid

man i'm sitting here thinking you're in your 30s... You're 20... do you know how many 20 year olds dont have s*** figured out? when I was 20 I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life really. I just went with the flow and it eventually came to me.

Experience life man let it come to you. Research things, find your passions, you'll start to find the beauty in life. The best advice I can give you is that your mind is you greatest tool, stop letting it work against you and make it work for you.

You're at such a tiny fraction in life bro you got decades to figure out what you want to do.

Theres no set age when you have to figure out what you want to do.

I feel ur pain bro like fr

After I graduated HS, all my friends stopped contacting me when I was at my worst and I basically had no one to talk to except people on KTT2

If you need someone to talk to about what your going through, my dms are always open