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  • notspikespiegel

    that’s nice though op, i like the mindset

    Appreciate you. It'd be less wack with more like minded folks

  • Donttalktomeunless

    Have u read the Hindu scriptures?

    Not directly. Are you geared more towards hinduism, taoism, buddhist ideologies? I take from everything, all with good intentions

  • Donttalktomeunless

    The problem is we live in a very unbalanced society

    When u think of reciprocity the issue is everyone wants to climb this ladder, and the bars of the ladder get smaller the higher u go, so we are basically in a WWE money in the bank match where everyone is tryna climb the ladder, pulling others down as they go up

    I see what you're saying. But if the universe abundant enough, room for everyone, no? Ofcourse the work put in and the universe reciprocating

  • greatsmilebuddy_

    Nigga went to a public therapist or social security one someone just put him on shrooms and he ran with it

    Friend of mine woke up in the hospital after a suicide attempt and the "therapist" told her she couldn't do that cause she'd go to hell. The government just hires any f***in bozo for the job.

  • Donttalktomeunless

    It's like a bipartite graph

    The blue side is the cool ppl, the red side are the Randoms, and the blue side only links with itself, but the red side is trying to link with pretty much anyone, so they pretty much link with other lost ppl, who cannot do anything for them. Crossing into the blue side is near impossible if ur starting off on the red side

    I get you on the surface level. As in valuing vs devaluing oneself. Are you trying to say it's thinking and manually trying to be blue vs actually knowing and being blue?

  • Donttalktomeunless

    Last post but I want to add u have to remember the intrinsic value of music. There's so much music available that just making good music isn't enough. U gotta either find a way to stand out or accept that it will probably never be enough to pay the bills

    The best music unites people and let's people have fun. U gotta find something that resonates on a deep level

    I've dropped 3 full dnb projects this year and it's only August. I don't even make dnb primarily. It's a grind fam idk what the best solution is

    Totally agree on this which is why I put a lot of pressure on myself besides the general pressure

    First started off, a lot of people kept saying I sound similar to Travis. Definitely an influence sonically but I been liking that high energy, dark s*** since a 90's kid with dmx, juicy j etc

    I got to and I WILL do it my way and better. Just part of the process and feedback

    Make songs that are ubiquitous and a good time no matter what. How do I deviate from sounding similar to my favorites and go in on my own sound. Ya'll welcome to critique and give me feedback no doubt

  • greatsmilebuddy_

    Nigga went to a public therapist or social security one someone just put him on shrooms and he ran with it

    Nah this was through insurance when I was in a 9-6 job. Therapist was good. Some of us got PTSD and trauma. Matter fact most of us do and especially trauma, it's often misaddressed or never opened up. There's a lot of gems behind that when you feel through it

  • You’ll be aight, as someone that was going the Mac and Amy route

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    send me ur music OP

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    you might have oversold the d*** part no, j don't think that's really fair, but push on comrade!

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    Bro comparing himself to Amy Winehouse and Mac Miller lol relax

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    Just be better than them then end it earlier then them. Just like me.

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    My friend used to be like you, until he realized he can still be like you while at the same time not letting his life fall apart (you mentioned you had a good job before, idk if you still do now). Sad reality to also accept is, you can’t save everyone.

    Gotta change the mindset while still focusing your energy. Allow plan B to support plan A

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    DaParkDog

    Bro comparing himself to Amy Winehouse and Mac Miller lol relax

  • tiimmyturner

    send me ur music OP

    linktr.ee/daiwan

  • toimbue

    you might have oversold the d*** part no, j don't think that's really fair, but push on comrade!

    Nah as in the extreme neglect, misunderstood and always overlooked while I helped everyone around me. Most go out their way to make sure I'm unheard and also as a person, out of envy etc making me feel exiled. Yet I'm one of the few with good intentions and constantly mistreated. S*** is dehumanizing though I been pushing through all that on my own.

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    DaParkDog

    Bro comparing himself to Amy Winehouse and Mac Miller lol relax

    Yea keep projecting through a computer screen lol if you understood the game, the passion and self belief you wouldn't spew out low iq s***. I'm not at that caliber yet sure but how can someone judge not even hearing the material

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    odamai

    Just be better than them then end it earlier then them. Just like me.

    You just told me to off myself?

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    Find God.

  • Valentine

    My friend used to be like you, until he realized he can still be like you while at the same time not letting his life fall apart (you mentioned you had a good job before, idk if you still do now). Sad reality to also accept is, you can’t save everyone.

    Gotta change the mindset while still focusing your energy. Allow plan B to support plan A

    Been learning to be more "selfish" aka self love for a minute. I'm sure a lot of us went through people pleasing phases

    But that calls for even more sacrifices than already done before. Been trying to escape toxic environment and gtfo here

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    R1D1

    Find God.

    Had a direct convo with God, during enlightenment and even now

    Wtf is with all these superficial, surface level statements. Smh says a lot about the folks just saying the first thing that pops up in their heads lmao

  • I feel you OP. just find love for the art and don’t worry about the exposure. I’m going/went through a similar thing. Ended up with 2 albums with no listeners plus, All my files got deleted, etc. My advice would be to stay away from d**** and alcohol if you’re feeling depressed. There’s no reason to put pressure on yourself to make it big.

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    darkknight

    Had a direct convo with God, during enlightenment and even now

    Wtf is with all these superficial, surface level statements. Smh says a lot about the folks just saying the first thing that pops up in their heads lmao

    I'm sorry, I didnt read the thread but you inspired me to become a better poster.

    I'll have a better contribution next time brother

  • R1D1

    I'm sorry, I didnt read the thread but you inspired me to become a better poster.

    I'll have a better contribution next time brother

    You good my brother. I didn't think you were ill intended. It's KTT lmao. I can always respect someone being stand up