I’m tired of this emotional torture, this s*** is coming in waves and making me have breakdowns. I just want to completely rid myself of all attachment and become numb.

Talk to someone who you think will listen, even if you don’t want to

Fr you need to verbalize these thoughts to another human irl idc if you gotta call a friend. Do it

chin up op

Same this s*** is garbage family but i don't wish how you feel on you or anybody so i hope u pull through, i'm a thousand percent sure you got a reason to be here

yea going through the same s*** now @op so i know exactly how you feel but this isn't a forever thing. ending things won't give you the peace you're looking for. living through this will though. chin up bro

Feel that way all the time, but you’re here right now. No matter how hard s*** gets i think i’m just going to go through it. You can’t come back after you die it’s easy to forget that. We deadass only have one life. Let’s try to improve it.

I’m unsure if you believe in God. Pray. Prayer is the ultimate therapy. If you have an honest heart, God will hear your thoughts. If you repent during this prayer, life will begin to turn around. Once I turned my life to God, my depression and these low moments have seized. That was back in January 2015. I’ve never been that low. Haven’t seen that low since I turned my face towards God and He began to show me His way. All praises to The Most High, He makes the crooked things straight.

Live champ. Alot of us come from poor and/or bad backgrounds. We’re still here. I’ve lost family members and friends but we still here.

You got this

This tbh ! Cherish life yall! We only got one life to live with no certain time line

My heart goes out Emery, life ain't easy in general on top of each individual person carrying his or her own problems around as well. I can't act like I may grasp the magnitude of your problems but I can empathize that this s*** weighs on you and feels like things are getting tight around you. But you gotta have a support network around you that loves and values you and wants to help you through this storm. Lean on them in times like this, or lean on the community if need be. Keep your strength.

I appreciate everyone for taking what i said seriously instead of joking about it.

You know when you catch specific feelings about someone that you know
and you know and they know they can’t / won’t mutually feel that for you

even having those feelings is like completely selfish because it hurts another close friend deeply. Yeah that’s the situation i’m in.

No win scenario, emotional torture.

I also have to grapple with where i am in life, just feels stuck. Feeling like i’m drifting into nowhere

Please never harm yourself or jeopardize anything in your life over a person you’re not married to, you’re worth more than that.

Know it’s hard cause you’re knee deep in the situation but writing everything you’re feeling in a journal can give you an outside view (along with catharsis) so you know how to move.

Life gets so real so fast, I hope you make it through this a stronger person

"Talk to someone who you think will listen, even if you don’t want to"

Talking helps me a lot

Same

I appreciate this, to be fair i have felt like this far longer then this situation occurred so this mindset isn’t anything new to me. I just think it is amplified right now because it is constricting me from being comfortable in my own spaces and being able to talk about these things to people i know.

I feel u but deep down I know that I just need some pusssy

lmfao ......???

How’re you feeling?