F*** man. If you get the chance to eventually move to another place, really suggest you do. You could even just visit places to see what their like culture wise too as a vacation and try to just force yourself to talk to strangers. This is a great way to build up a feeling of how to become more social and it works. basically finding out who you are personality wise.

I plan to do this soon too.

i'm in a better place now than before that's for sure. though i did have a setback around this month

earl voice

delicious

Nice to hear, gonna try to find some sort of past time like making beats or a distraction when I feel like this.

Earl's music hits hard during this time, gotta give him credit for really branching topics like mental health in his music. Shows that he's real asf.

hes one of my favorite rappers ever for that s***

i don't like s*** story of hs
srs story of my current college experience frfr

even if this sounds corny, i just want people who fw me for who i am

That's some awesome stuff how relatable it is. It feels like you share a connection with an artist when they are introspective like that.

It's not corny. We all want this. Putting a "fake" persona to please people is so damaging tbh

not corny, p sure thats what we all want

That’s all we can ask for in this life brother

I was in my hole 2019. Especially Oct to Feb. Covid actually gave me a mental break to breathe, and now I'm just a leg in the hole. Glad to be able to see some light.

Hope a lot of yall can too once this covid s*** is all over

@lucid

This song is perfect for me right now

Thanks bro, hoping the same

I am definitely not mentally stable lol

This is why I'm so drawn to KTT. "Who I am" is a music nerd who wants to discuss music on a deeper level than most people irl can do. I like geeking out over little nuances in music that most people don't care to listen for. I like to discuss upcoming/unreleased music and get hyped waiting for it. I like to listen to music and react to it live with 30 other people. Can't get that anywhere else other than KTT. I'm allowed to be who I am here.

S*** was just starting to get good for me before covid hit

Sorry to hear. Things have to go up eventually though.

True man I think the biggest component is I've put on some weight because of covid and its affecting my self image

Good thread

No. I struggled with depression and anxiety for the past 3 years but it’s I’ve only just started seeing help and taking medicine to treat it last year

2020 was probably me at my worst mentally, and honestly ktt was really one of the few things That kept me entertained and happy that whole year.

I’d start using it subconsciously as an outlet to be happy which is why I make so many damn threads and posts.

It’ll get better one day I guess

i just got one of those bowflex home gyms so i've been wanting to go on that

also another f***-up mostly on my part is that i didn't really learn how to drive at 16 because of my anxiety and also kinda laziness

im 19 and i still have to depend on my fam to take me out places and it sucks lmao and i wanna fix it

It will.

ik this doesnt help too much, but you’re a good dude @op ik whats its like