Some days ago i almost killed myself with alcohol (accident - too drunk) I was supposed to be taken to a hospital because i was barely breathing, but still survived thank god. I was told i was breathing 5-6 times a minut.
And yesterday i was inches away from getting hit by a car. So i was on one of these small scooters and while i was scooting over the street this car almost hit me while i was recording myself driving. he was so close man but he managed to make a turn, i think that if there were other cars around he wouldnt have been able to make the turn and probably hit my ass.
Anyways the last week because of these incidents ive been feeling mad weird about death. Ive been careful as f***. I cant even drink coca cola without feeling bad about myself lol. I basically quit smoking cigs, didnt have one for like 5 days and I dont even want any. Idk if i should see a therapist this s*** got me scared as f*** tho.
be careful brother
donโt let it become something more than what it is
You just need to be more mindful.
Love you dawg
What were you drinking and how much to cause such an effect?
Were you mixing liquors?
the last thing i remember was drinking vodka. Idk I had like 8/9 beers before that, i dont know how much vodka i had tho. probably a good amount. Idk tho
Glad you're here with us op. It's understandable that you would be traumatized. You'll get better.