What are your expectation for life? To me that sounds like someone who’ll figure it all out if they stick with what they’re doing.
Therapy is a great step in the right direction. Working f*** s*** jobs lets you know what you will tolerate and not tolerate. School can be a great pathway to a better career and lasting relationships. Investing in hobbies is great as well. Not sure what you mean by risk tho.
Sounds like growing pains tbh. Keep growing brother!
Also I say this someone who was on here making similar threads not all that long ago.
I have very lofty, perfectionist, and unrealistic expectations from life. So when things got tough I felt like my life was going wrong. Instead of, seeing that life has highs and lows.
Try finding healthy outlets for stress. Stress will make you think and feel negatively. You’re on the right path op.
Better to live and just see what happens then do anything drastic. You never know what new technology and advancements will come out. May as well stick around and experience what life has to offer
And if everything in the world goes to s***, we all die anyway
I Always say this just wait on it bruh you gonna go out eventually anyways s*** might even be around the corner it’s everyday s*** that’s the only thing thats 100% guaranteed
also one thing that keeps me goin is knowing that i’ll be able to pass on all the knowledge i’ve gained and leave this place a bit better than i came into it
@op The fact that you made this thread first definitely proves that you still got some gas in the tank brother, you just gotta get through that little roadblock, life isn't always rosy but it ain't always bleak either. you been seeing pain for sure but I am 100% certain you will also be seeing happiness soon enough if you persevere through this s***. Instead of taking a gamble on death why not take a gamble on life instead? at least that one has a guaranteed win it's just a matter of 'when'
I’ve been to therapy
Have worked f*** s*** jobs
Been in school tryna get right
Have taken risks such as investing in hobbies to enjoy fruits of rewards
Done everything I could bruh s*** just keep defeating me
Could you dive a lil deeper
Don't do it, you gotta flesh it out, live with the regrets and embrace the sweet moments, cause they hit Harder when you know your story, don't do it
If I had something new to loook forward to like getting high on acid once every couple months I would want to keep living but I can’t score a plug , or if I could just feel good again , my mom wants me on medication but it makes my head hurt . Over heated and lost interest in everything I love doing so today I’m going to stop taking my pill and I’ll be fine but i have to be sneaky about it or I could just say I have to stop and I can try something else
Or like listening to music is torture if I’m not on the move … I’m getting some beats headphones tho and maybe I could sign up for the gym … my $500 laptop broke and I used to live making beats so that always was my anti depressant. .
And I finally got my disability money but my moms in control of it and I’m getting an apartment soon and finally moving out at 28
I see wat u gettin at but naw, if anything I posted to see if niggas can show me a perspective there is hope
Me personally I don’t see an end game
Speaking on subconscious level, deep down there always is if you’re fortunate to see another day, only God decides when it’s your time, either way you go you’re gonna suffer life is all about trials and tribulations find something that makes it worthwhile and focus your energy on it
GGs my boy, see you in the requeue
Everyone goes through s*** man. Some more than others.
Those who are strong prevail
Those who are weak perish
Family I’ve tried I just don’t be sitting on my ass
U seen the pixies from fairly odd parents? Been my life for 2 years, I don’t even feel like I got a personality no more niggas just dead inside
You have friends?
Find beauty in ur struggle king
Americana op aint replied for hours man f***
@op
dm your address and ill send you a book