You talking about meditating or the book Meditations by Marcus Aurelius?
That's an amazing book tbh even if I wasn't talking about that, it could surely help
Oh my bad, my mind immediately went for the book But yeah both are definitely great
cant even murder people without f***ing up
"You miss 100% of the shots you don't buss" - Gilbert Arenas
might not help for you, but when you start getting mad think about how scary it was being on the receiving end when you were little and how it impacted you long term
remind yourself to not contribute to that cycle
or think about how little it solved for those people
You can always make a change. It just starts with you accepting you can’t change the past
solely dwelling on the past won't help the future you
you've reflected and seem to know what you did wrong,
so show that by starting to take small steps in the right direction
either talking to a loved one or a therapist to try to work through your trauma, start making little achievements in your life--either trying to go back to school (or online school) or idk some other meaningful achievement so you feel less lost
"You miss 100% of the shots you don't buss" - Gilbert Arenas
“”You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take”
-Wayne Gretzky
-Michael Scott”
"No one is coming to save you"
Feel how you feel but know you have to dig yourself out of the hole you're in, do what you have to do so you dont sink deeper.
This year has been going downward for me. Lost the love of my life, dropped out of college at the last semester, charged with atempted murder, paid a lot of cash to get out, cause where Im from money talks louder, so the feds released me after I paid bail. But that situation left me with so much damage, and trauma.
I dont even know why Im posting this s*** here, but I dont even have a second in my life, that I dont spend regretting the reckless s*** I did. The anger always get the best of me, I think Im tangled to the harsh past I lived as a kid. Im just drunk and sad all the time. I cant change s*** but just learned to live wit it.
Go into rehab
My nigga can you explain the attempted murder charge? Like did you try to kill someone for nothing or did you have a good reason?
dude you almost ended a person's life. i cant have empathy for you.
Some people are worth catching an attempted murder charge on like Travis Scott fans
damn if only you had gotten away with the murder, you'd have hella cash smh take it easy bro it gets better 🙏
op just casually dropping "charged with attempted murder" in with everthing else