May 20, 2020My parents had booked hajj for this year
- May 20, 2020·3 replies
Which is your preferred translation of the Qur’an?
May 21, 2020·1 replywe almost there fam
May 21, 2020·1 replymight be the best Eid OAT since we don't have to go to anyones house
- May 21, 2020
Will probably be my most relaxed and peaceful Eid ever. Know countless others will be grieving their lost loved ones or not able to meet their families though.
May 21, 2020New NIGHTMANmight be the best Eid OAT since we don't have to go to anyones house
thats what i been thinkin
May 21, 2020Almost upon us
- May 21, 2020·1 reply
StarBoyXOAnyone from Yorkshire?
Where abouts in yorkshire
May 21, 2020·1 replyRamadhan going quicker and quicker
insha'Allah my habits from this month will carry over
OPMay 21, 2020zizziWhich is your preferred translation of the Qur’an?
Ezio 🎰May 22, 2020·3 repliesJust started the last or second to last day. It forced me to confront demons. I don't know yet if I made any progress with my mental health, it was tough not to be able to rely on nicotine or women, especially during confinement. I hope I learned to appreciate more about life during this time. It's the first month of Ramadan I've fully done in my life I think, and the first period in a few years. I gave years of my life to an undeserving woman, fed her, taught her, employed her, fought for her and I still feel bad about giving someone so much and getting betrayed out of nowhere with no explication. She left town without a word. I feel ashamed sometimes so I drown my sorrow by flirting with every woman and sleeping with whoever will have me, I don't know how to be alone anymore. Is this a test? Is this a lesson? Is life supposed to hurt so bad when you have food and shelter? I feel ashamed, my problems are so futile and self centered but I don't know how to control my thoughts. What was my biggest advantage turned into my biggest weakness. My brain is rotted. May Allah help me.
May 22, 2020zizziWhich is your preferred translation of the Qur’an?
Abdel Haleem :)
- May 22, 2020·1 replyEzio
Just started the last or second to last day. It forced me to confront demons. I don't know yet if I made any progress with my mental health, it was tough not to be able to rely on nicotine or women, especially during confinement. I hope I learned to appreciate more about life during this time. It's the first month of Ramadan I've fully done in my life I think, and the first period in a few years. I gave years of my life to an undeserving woman, fed her, taught her, employed her, fought for her and I still feel bad about giving someone so much and getting betrayed out of nowhere with no explication. She left town without a word. I feel ashamed sometimes so I drown my sorrow by flirting with every woman and sleeping with whoever will have me, I don't know how to be alone anymore. Is this a test? Is this a lesson? Is life supposed to hurt so bad when you have food and shelter? I feel ashamed, my problems are so futile and self centered but I don't know how to control my thoughts. What was my biggest advantage turned into my biggest weakness. My brain is rotted. May Allah help me.
Sincerely pray for guidance acknowledging the oneness of Allah and acknowledging He is the mender of hearts
Hope you will feel better soon - Ezio 🎰May 22, 2020LITA
Sincerely pray for guidance acknowledging the oneness of Allah and acknowledging He is the mender of hearts
Hope you will feel better soonThank you brother. I was looking for invocations in the name of Al Jabbar. I feel better right now.
- May 22, 2020
never been sober for so long, I kind of want to carry it over after Ramadan ... but who am I kidding
wisdom will come with age I guess
May 22, 2020Only a couple more days of Ramadan...didn't even realize. I hope you're all safe and well.
- May 22, 2020Ezio
Just started the last or second to last day. It forced me to confront demons. I don't know yet if I made any progress with my mental health, it was tough not to be able to rely on nicotine or women, especially during confinement. I hope I learned to appreciate more about life during this time. It's the first month of Ramadan I've fully done in my life I think, and the first period in a few years. I gave years of my life to an undeserving woman, fed her, taught her, employed her, fought for her and I still feel bad about giving someone so much and getting betrayed out of nowhere with no explication. She left town without a word. I feel ashamed sometimes so I drown my sorrow by flirting with every woman and sleeping with whoever will have me, I don't know how to be alone anymore. Is this a test? Is this a lesson? Is life supposed to hurt so bad when you have food and shelter? I feel ashamed, my problems are so futile and self centered but I don't know how to control my thoughts. What was my biggest advantage turned into my biggest weakness. My brain is rotted. May Allah help me.
those who have faith and whose hearts find peace in the remembrance of God- truly it is in the remembrance of God that hearts find peace-
13:28Sorry you're going through it.
- CKL TML 🌺May 22, 2020The Krab Season
Ramadhan going quicker and quicker
insha'Allah my habits from this month will carry over
Doesnt Nas hate muslims fam lmao
- OPMay 22, 2020·1 reply
What's a good habit you picked up his month?
- OPMay 22, 2020·2 repliesEzio
Just started the last or second to last day. It forced me to confront demons. I don't know yet if I made any progress with my mental health, it was tough not to be able to rely on nicotine or women, especially during confinement. I hope I learned to appreciate more about life during this time. It's the first month of Ramadan I've fully done in my life I think, and the first period in a few years. I gave years of my life to an undeserving woman, fed her, taught her, employed her, fought for her and I still feel bad about giving someone so much and getting betrayed out of nowhere with no explication. She left town without a word. I feel ashamed sometimes so I drown my sorrow by flirting with every woman and sleeping with whoever will have me, I don't know how to be alone anymore. Is this a test? Is this a lesson? Is life supposed to hurt so bad when you have food and shelter? I feel ashamed, my problems are so futile and self centered but I don't know how to control my thoughts. What was my biggest advantage turned into my biggest weakness. My brain is rotted. May Allah help me.
- May 22, 2020·1 reply
When's the last day of fasting, been hearing different dates
- OPMay 22, 2020Oblivion X
When's the last day of fasting, been hearing different dates
Saturday
- Ezio 🎰May 22, 2020voodoo
read this
https://www.amazon.com/Disciplining-Soul-Breaking-Two-Desires/dp/0946621438I'll order it, thanks bro. I can't find it on kindle
- May 22, 2020·2 repliesvoodoo
What's a good habit you picked up his month?
Trying to recite in a beautiful manner.