so im this little crazy ass kid doing dumb s*** some off yall have seen my threads. But Im done with being a bad kid. Im done f***ing with all my friends, I dont want to be around then anymore, they are dumb and gonna end up dead or in prison. I already ended our friendship. And I decide that I dont want a a gun.

Im also done with weed and alcohol. Im trying to sharpen my brain before i start school.

I need some advice though. How do I make sure not to get back into this bad life. And what can I do to sharpen my brain even more? Like i wanna be smarter. Im considering starting to read books on the regular, it just seems like a waste of time tho idk.

Im also gonna leave ktt slowly because im not getting anything good out of it.

You're probably already feeling accomplished by saying all this, so you're not going to actually follow through with this. Once you get bored again, you'll start wanting to do stupid s*** for the adrenaline rush again. Maybe you just need something REALLY bad to happen as a result of your actions before you truly change.

nah u wrong. The reason i get into dumb s*** is because of my friends. Like everytime. And i already told em to leave me alone. I may have to be a loner now but thats fine tbh

read s*** youre actually interested in. dont just read to read.

Do you feel lonesome and bored when you don't hang with your friends? Like it's become a habit for you?

Get comfortable being alone and doing things alone. This is how you're going to discover your authentic self and your genuine interests. I hope the right people will gravitate towards you eventually.

Godspeed brother.

I really dont. I feel more chill when Im away from these guys. They put me in a lot of dumb situations that gives me anxiety and paranoia. Like for example when we f***ed my fathers car. We decided to smoke weed in the car and accidentely f***ed it up.

I do that a lot. I really like space, I read about it damn near everyday. But on the web not in a damn book.

Yeah, man, I can relate, although not to your extent. Been around some people who just did dumb things all the time. It's as if they have no other hobbies to do with each other.

I had to distance myself because I know I can't be wasting my time and energy like that.

yeah. They actually laughed when I told them i wanna go back to school. Now why would i need those people in my life?

if youre trying to get your life together see if u can find 48 laws of power & the power of habit online. Those r 2 dope books other than that youre good just reading things u like on the web for right now. everyone starts somewhere.

good luck player.

Proud of you bro

Josue best character arc on ktt2

Go on vacation, bro. You need another

mans like the other side of the same coin as Ricardo , i am glad our boy is growing up

josue you just need to keep staying true to yourself and it will all end up okay brother

Josue send me more shirtless pics of u again

good s*** and wise decision

Doing good op! Lowkey gonna miss you being in absolute shambles all of the time, but I hope you can change your life for the better.