After the day ktt just had, this thread need more pages

Been a rough few days and it doesn't help that I haven't seen my family for a couple weeks..

i just suck at life 😞 i just wanna win once

just once man

Prayers for you

Ur Gunna

I realised I was dealing with two hardcore narcissists for basically all my life. It’s crazy how much hurt they cause. I’ll take it all as lessons and avoid letting it have any more negative effect on me cause I could be in rage all day if I didn’t direct my thoughts and emotions

idgi

You are going to (win)

thanks king you too

Means U gonna come back against all odds and ppl doubting and turning they back on you

Empty

Close to drowning in information, choices, thoughts and feelings.

And I can’t seem to explain what is going on to anyone, and I really wanna be understood so I can ask for advice.

anyone here got experience with xans or something like that? i have a very important job interview next week and i already can’t sleep or find rest at all. i’m on antidepressants and i have had a history of very bad (social) anxiety that i fought with behavioral therapy. this is really just an emergency solution, as i absolutely need to go to that interview but i’m afraid i won’t make it without help

Mental illness jus means ur beliefs or perception is incongruent with reality

If u can try seroquel instead. All benzos are horrible for your health

A lot if people get super addicted to benzos, I was prescribed klonopin for a while didn't rly abuse it but honestly it's 50/50 whether or not people get addicted

thank you bro, i will look into it.

i had a friend who was addicted to benzos and it scarred me so much that i told myself to never try them because i knew i would probably get addicted as well. this would just be a one time use fr.

i had managed my anxiety so well these past few years. basically to the point that i didn’t even think about it anymore. but this job interview just dug every bad feeling back up and it’s been stressing me out so bad.

i’m probably gonna see my doctor on monday and ask her what she can give me to ease my mind. someone also just recommended me beta blockers. any experience with that?

when will it end

Hmm never tried a beta blocker. I'd say for anxiety besides benzos maybe seroquel or gabapentin, if ur doctor is smart something like that, also tbh I used to get anxiety and what rly helped was just meditation, learning how to like interpret and kind of massage emotions into the right direction via mindfulness. Yoga also rly helped me.

been sober off weed for 2 weeks and i feel so much better man iagl, i was down bad when i was smoking

bet fam i appreciate it fr 🫡

I've been off an on but I recently noticed I drink too much when I don't smoke so I been back on it

My lungs are completely f***ed tho. I can't rely smoke anymore

Idk what to do besides complaining to my doctor for more pills

def gotta get off of the smoking bro, i got asthma myself, luckily only had one minor attack due to smoking but we shouldn’t be smoking s*** at all, edibles would be the solution but i’m enjoying sobriety, don’t think i’ll try any of that anytime soon

Bruh when I'm coughing it's like I almost puke cus u can't stop