i had the very passing thought that if i killed myself i wouldnt have to take care of my aging disabled parents and i wouldnt have to take care of our old falling apart house any more and i wouldnt have to work any more.

but i cant do that. because i have to take care of my old falling apart house and my disabled parents and go to work.

:(

Turn that frown upside down

I thought money = happiness why am i not happy

capitalist propaganda

having money's not everything, not having it is

I’m pretty sure the phrase everyone is familiar with is money doesn’t buy happiness

How yall cope with declining self worth?

I've never been more productive in ages for the last few days, i sleep early, exercise, meditate, spend time learning but I've never felt more depressed. i just keep sinking regardless. to this day i dont know why i didnt successfully kill myself or why im still alive

I been having this lately, and looking after myself by working out dressing and grooming well plus telling myself i'm hot s*** and not caring what others think.

lemme hold sum of that

nah but fr this s*** true asl

past 2 years prolly been the hardest for me and after finally receiving some good news (got accepted into uni) i still can’t seem to be happy about it even though i’ve been looking forward to it for years

just knowing it’ll be at least another 5 years of me struggling financially is diminishing the excitement i once had. a couple years ago i would be jumping from joy, but most of that is gone now. i’m just gonna push through because i have to

happiness is spending money on others

haven’t made an appointment with my psych yet was supposed to see him last week and dont think he’ll available next week

Anxiety consumed my whole day today...

Life… slipping thru the fingers … to late to turn back … to late to recover ….

we back here

I f***ed up i took my sertraline instead of trazodone, rip my sleep

Yesterday funny asl.

Didn’t expect wiping off tears during a phone call with a therapist to be on the bingo card of “things to do the day before your bday” but look at us lmaoooooo

Born in the wrong place

Hate hate hate pain pain pain

Never agreed to any of this

Dam travelling really doesn’t do anything

Why these thoughts coming now

at night too