dont do this to
Me universe!!! Not now

Depression and obsession don't mix well

I’m in a dark place.

If you need someone to vent to, hit my DMs brother

You have no idea how much this means to me

Just tag me in a post or something if you message me fam since KTT doesn’t send notifications for messages

You are stronger than you think brother, please have faith that this will all pass in time

hard to find a reason to get out of bed

damn took the words out of my head.

I have people regularly trying to remind me that they love and care about me, but in the back of my mind I keep thinking I will eventually betray all of that

Anybody here try Rexulti?

Idk what to do. Well there’s nothing I can do anymore. I just feel so alone right now. I can’t trust anyone except for my best friend and her husband but they’re busy with real and I don’t want to burden them more so I'm just gonna talk here. My ex is saying my friends wife is telling her I’m talking about her I told her it wasn’t nothing serious just giving him an update of us not being together. I tried reconnecting with her and instead she just gave it to me. She told me how I was fake not genuine I was wrong to say I felt used or to think I helped her with her healing process of the trauma she was dealing with when we were together. Today I talked to my friend again so I can try to feel better and I told him finally what her and her friends thought of him and his wife. I got a message from her friend saying I threw them under the bus and they know I told his wife something. My friend told me he didn’t saying anything to his wife and I shouldn’t believe her or her friend all he did was to tell her to delete them and they must be feeling guilty and think you said something.

Now she blocked and I’m thinking she was right I am a piece of fake s*** I shouldn’t have said anything. I don’t think I can trust my friend I hate how they made my break up about them. I’m feeling lonely I’m feeling like no one respects me or empathizes with me I feel like everyone is walking over me and it sucks. I’m honestly a nice kind person I really am. But maybe she’s right. I’m usually chill and calm but now I’m not. I feel like everyone thinks my life is a joke. My friend messed up my healing process of getting over this girl and added more drama to it now I think I might have to break up with him too. I feel so stupid and dumb right now. This is driving me insane I’m not use to any of this.

Anxiety off the charts

Panic attacks too often