need to move out so badly. living with my parents is ragebait central and i'm tired of dealing with mentally challenged adults i'm supposed to call my parents

Therapist wants me to see her weekly due to an incident a few weeks ago and I honestly don’t even know what to update her on or talk about tomorrow tbh

Plus last two sessions she’s had an intern with her and based on the body language (or my ego lol) she wasn’t feeling too comfortable. Was first introduced to her during my psyche therapy and now she had a good grasp of me and yeah sometimes seeing the reactions dawns on me how my behavior isn’t “okay” as much as I try to normalize it

we need to start being okay with being haters instead of generalizing people based on our anecdotes

it's hard

Everything is getting bleak again.

Lol I know this feeling, it's not fun

Mentally, I'm on the up and up. Let's get my discipline on the same page

Last session was fine and we putting off meet ups for a few weeks

“You promise you won’t yourself right?”

Hang in there chip, we need you around

On a positive note, yesterday was the first time I been around my friends sober in like a decade and I was fine, still had fun

Good s*** brother

Yeah sobriety is not easy but go for it for as long as you can. And maybe an accountability partner like a friend or your girl or whoever to keep you motivated

Can’t articulate how depressing it is to be in October and it still feels like July.

I just wanna get back to normal at this point

what's up man?

One of my best friends gets married in two days. It’s rough to be full of hatred when you’re supposed to be excited.

I have so many weird suicidal thoughts but i feel fine

Talkin to these hoes but i jus dont give a f***