Aug 8, 2022·1 reply
Josk2Do you go out to bars n clubs?
Not often
- Aug 8, 2022·1 replySteak
Not often
Good way to get better at socializing
Aug 9, 2022numb😵💫
can’t do this man- Aug 9, 2022·edited·1 replyJosk2
Good way to get better at socializing
I always psyche myself out cuz I feel like i'm not supposed to be there..anxiety i guess
- Aug 9, 2022·3 replies
Been thinking lately of selling all my valuables
Shoes / clothes / video games / Blu-ray’s / etc and once I get all the money, have it set aside for my dad or something
And write letters to everyone I care for. Like the essential people that made my miserable life have temporary happiness. Tell them what I really felt towards them and how much they meant to me
And then you know…… killing himself lol
Have y’all ever thought about that? Like a responsible suicide without loose ends and s***? Lol
I’ve never had suicide attempts cus I’m too scared to do it lol
The last 12 months have been the worst of my life and just been having those thoughts lately
Aug 9, 2022·1 replyI'm not free.
Aug 9, 2022NozukaBeen thinking lately of selling all my valuables
Shoes / clothes / video games / Blu-ray’s / etc and once I get all the money, have it set aside for my dad or something
And write letters to everyone I care for. Like the essential people that made my miserable life have temporary happiness. Tell them what I really felt towards them and how much they meant to me
And then you know…… killing himself lol
Have y’all ever thought about that? Like a responsible suicide without loose ends and s***? Lol
I’ve never had suicide attempts cus I’m too scared to do it lol
The last 12 months have been the worst of my life and just been having those thoughts lately
And write letters to everyone I care for. Like the essential people that made my miserable life have temporary happiness. Tell them what I really felt towards them and how much they meant to me
i think itd feel good to do this in person with the people you care about and not kill yourself after
- Aug 9, 2022Nozuka
Been thinking lately of selling all my valuables
Shoes / clothes / video games / Blu-ray’s / etc and once I get all the money, have it set aside for my dad or something
And write letters to everyone I care for. Like the essential people that made my miserable life have temporary happiness. Tell them what I really felt towards them and how much they meant to me
And then you know…… killing himself lol
Have y’all ever thought about that? Like a responsible suicide without loose ends and s***? Lol
I’ve never had suicide attempts cus I’m too scared to do it lol
The last 12 months have been the worst of my life and just been having those thoughts lately
Yeah, that's the way I plan to do it if I don't heal. Sell belongings, have my money go to my sister and some letters thanking the individuals who were there for me & explain why I did what I did.
Semi 🐬Aug 9, 2022ray of lightI'm not free.
Free is a concept.
You think you can be free of the concept of free?
Aug 10, 2022NozukaBeen thinking lately of selling all my valuables
Shoes / clothes / video games / Blu-ray’s / etc and once I get all the money, have it set aside for my dad or something
And write letters to everyone I care for. Like the essential people that made my miserable life have temporary happiness. Tell them what I really felt towards them and how much they meant to me
And then you know…… killing himself lol
Have y’all ever thought about that? Like a responsible suicide without loose ends and s***? Lol
I’ve never had suicide attempts cus I’m too scared to do it lol
The last 12 months have been the worst of my life and just been having those thoughts lately
Fam have you talked to anyone?
If so, have you tried a different psychiatrist?- Semi 🐬Aug 10, 2022·1 reply
I feel like people I thought I was cool with are pretending to be cool with me and I don't know why I feel that way.
Feel less welcomed than I normally am. I think I rubbed them off the wrong way last time I saw them.
Also feel like no one reaches out to me it's me having too.
It's whatever in the long scheme of things. It's just on my mind right now
- Semi 🐬Aug 10, 2022Semi
I feel like people I thought I was cool with are pretending to be cool with me and I don't know why I feel that way.
Feel less welcomed than I normally am. I think I rubbed them off the wrong way last time I saw them.
Also feel like no one reaches out to me it's me having too.
It's whatever in the long scheme of things. It's just on my mind right now
Hope I didn't upset anyone or do anything too off.
Maybe I'm just too eager to be a part of something sometimes
Ehh, it is what it is. I don't want to be too much in my head about it. But at the same time don't want to ignore social que's.
6isco 🦈Aug 10, 2022·1 replytoday kinda tough
- 6isco 🦈Aug 10, 2022·1 reply
i hate when I get in the mindset of thinking too far ahead
i just start thinking of everything that can wrong and instantly give up on any effort I have
- 6isco 🦈Aug 10, 2022
im so grateful for my mother and brother
- garetare ✅Aug 10, 20226isco
today kinda tough
hope everythings ok - garetare ✅Aug 10, 2022·1 reply6isco
i hate when I get in the mindset of thinking too far ahead
i just start thinking of everything that can wrong and instantly give up on any effort I have
i do this way too often. feel like its been keeping me in limbo for the past 6 months
- 6isco 🦈Aug 10, 2022garetare
i do this way too often. feel like its been keeping me in limbo for the past 6 months
s***s been non stop these last two days
Aug 11, 2022·1 replyTomorrow is gonna be a tough day.
I’m glad I get my therapy session and I also head out LA to visit some friends.
Trying to keep my head up high
plants 🌻Aug 11, 2022·1 replyJanetTomorrow is gonna be a tough day.
I’m glad I get my therapy session and I also head out LA to visit some friends.
Trying to keep my head up high
you got this
- Aug 11, 2022plants
you got this
❤️
- Semi 🐬Aug 11, 2022·2 replies
Struggling
- plants 🌻Aug 11, 2022·1 replySemi
Struggling
you got it too