Never related to a bar more than Future, "I don't know how to be a normal nigga, one thing I forgot"
I think back and wince for the most part, even the “fun times”.
To me, that was fun. To me now, it is just sad. Sad that I was in such a low place mentally and confidence wise that I couldn’t relate to anyone else.
I think you’re gone. I don’t have any interest in pursuing further, I think it’d just confirm what I know.
You were a tortured individual who fed off other people, not intentionally or maybe you did. I can’t be upset either way, I was pathetic. But atleast you can rest easy knowing your memory will carry on through someone who at one point held you highly. I’ll be the success story here, but as with every story there are a variety of characters.
I would do some foreign language s*** but I’d botch it. I’ll stick to my lane, atleast I can look back and say I was 100% authentic the entire time. Pathetic and insecure? Yes, but I didn’t try to hide it.
I f***in hate positivity
if u figure out how to channel both the ying n yang within you you will prosper
So down bad enough I can’t believe it. These days it’s just work and working out. Then maybe an episode or two of mad men here and there. I’m just empty
So down bad enough I can’t believe it. These days it’s just work and working out. Then maybe an episode or two of mad men here and there. I’m just empty
Everything is grey fr
last time i was up here i was feeling sad as s*** depressed out my mind.
this time i feel damn near Happy as s***. county jail for the weekend and I got my life back. this s*** amazing