Something going on with me but I can’t figure it out what it is man

Getting colder here in the Southern Hemisphere and I am down TREMENDOUSLY

I love winter weather but historyically winter time is when every thing feels most numb and frozen in time

Take a solo trip and disconnect from everything. Don't let the outside world influence you. And your inner voice will tell you what you need to hear.

not really enjoying my experience living rn

Honestly I’m too far gone to ever function properly. Maybe I’ll be able to fake it for a while, build up enough of an exterior that I can get by. But I feel fundamentally broken, and nothing in my life points to that changing. I don’t even have a trauma or any sort of hardship to overcome. I was just defective out of the box. Maybe if I was stronger I could pull myself out of this but I’m not. It’s been years and I keep getting worse.

I feel like I’m a dead man walking. I can’t beat this at all.

I've felt like this my whole life until recently I found out why, sometimes it's just something you're unaware of because it's subconsciously f***ing with you...

this life s*** really really hard for some of us damn

So alone

I miss being a kid

def what i need rn

We’re still the kids we used to be

I isolate myself from people before they even have the option to reject me just so i dont get hurt but it hurts even more

S*** sucks. I hope it turns around soon for the both of us..

WHY

I love the cold but I'm in kinda in the same tsame place as you..

I hate losing

COVID made my anxiety so much worse

i feel like i hide my true self from everyone