i have severe ocd too

What type(s) of OCD do you have?

pure ocd intrusive thoughts

its like living in hell

yeah it wasn't very active so i pulled the plug if there's a desire for one i don't mind creating a new one

lmfao what does it feel like to socialize regularly I forgot

My depression and anxiety went away and was replaced with anger and bitterness to every little grievance. Got to get a handle on this

Anyone constantly feeling tired?

my mental health for the past week is the worse it’s been in a while lol how ironic

same man I just got 6 weeks paid sick leave from work and I can't see myself ever going back

I just told my doctor I was burnt out and I got it

either they love me
or they hate my
f***ing guts

Find myself always letting out loud sighs and making weeping noise. I basically hate life at this point I guess.

I decided to finaly love myself cause I have a habit of blocking my happiness over selfish self-pity

but then I thought ''if God loves me enough to give me the privilege of living who am I to destroy that gift?''

I know that a person in pain hates theories more than anything and I know that I'll fall multiple times in my life but that wont make me any less grateful for what I have.

there's homeless people, people with cancer, people that never lived a peaceful life due to the state of their countries, people with all types of problems in general and I'm not trying to downplay mental illness but if they have the will to live we owe it to their struggles and suffering to make the best out of what we have

from now on for me it's ''Welcome in my life, sadness. Teach me but you wont destroy me''

/thoughts

I keep running back to someone who treats me like crap, every single time

we really creatures of habit and mine are all bad :(

me against my thoughts

Markets are just down across the board. That itself doesn’t have me struggling, I just have more free time now. But time is just flat to me anyways so it doesn’t make much sense.

Just getting caught up with people, spending more time outside, mixing up where I work from. Been enjoying coffee shops alot, something about being around people just makes me feel human again. P sure I’m I’ve run into the same mom friend group, I’m gonna try to pay for their stuff sometime just cause. Idk how to make it not weird though

Mainly focusing on keeping those who’ve been with me through all of this close. Doesn’t need to be anything crazy, just texting back in a timely manner (weird problem I have now) and committing to hangouts is really all that’s needed. Wanna get this really worked out for the rest of the year

@Drogon_ should re-open the discord tbh, in some ways it was nice to have it, conversations flowed a bit easier.

I think it’s cathartic to see that little typing box go active when you’re in a conversation with someone. That’s always nice :)

okay i'll set it up now 👍

You real asf