@op add this to op bro

discord.gg/GZNarFgW

Just empty

My self esteem has been in the gutter and one person has been occupying my mind and I wish it would stop.

I have 2 full months off and I couldn’t give a f*** less and even the alcohol doesn’t help unless I’m completely dead. I don’t like being alone and I really don’t want to self harm I’ve been going strong this whole year

happy pride month

I’m sorry, Chip. That sounds awful and I can relate to the first bit.

Despite this, I hope you’ll be able to look back at these 2 months favorably—even if it’s for no other reason than because you didn’t have to work

happy pride month!

I can never truly be happy for prolonged stretches of time, and I think the root cause of that is me; past issues where things were really bad have it to the point where when things start going good, I get in my own head and get to doubt things and I f*** things up all on my own. Every single time.

I don’t wanna talk to or see anybody, I just need to figure out how to get out of my own way

if you ever want to chat dawg we just set up a discord for ktt mental health users.

by the way roman is on the run of his life and I've been a stan since the off him and heyman are awesome rumours atm are saying that it's him and cena for summerslam.

it's gonna be okay bro we all got eachother in here

Thanks for that, and yeah his run’s been great lol

I poison myself again, again...

You ain’t never seen nothing crazier than this nigga when he off his lexapro

I feel so alone all of the time that I’m getting to the point where it’s just something I’m going to have to accept. I used to be afraid of unhealthy side effects but I don’t care now. I’ll always be suspicious of anyone trying to have an intimate relationship with me.

Could you expand on “healthy masculinity”? I think it might help some people if you give some examples

I’ve been very fixated on turning my life into a statement. Today I wanted to stab myself in a busy park to say A sunny day doesn’t take the darkness away. Lucky that was too corny to go out on. If I had a better message I would have done it

just a reminder that the discord is now open:

discord.gg/sF6n2mXE

😢 pray for ye. 🙏

hey yall just throwing out a question since i'm new to therapy. Yesterday my therapist told me i might be autistic, but also like she drinks boba tea during our sessions, doesnt prepare for them(we were doing emdr, and she was reading from the manual on how to do it while we were doing it), and always gets details wrong about the things she asks me about. sooooo like do i just have a s***ty therapist or what???

i'm so anxious today bro

yeah your therapist is ass. mine does emdr and he's always prepared.

appreciate the reply bro, i think im gonna find a new one
sorry about your anxiety too, does it help to smoke or play games or something?