Appreciate you brother. And yeah smoking helps, only problem is I’m at work rn and I can’t focus for the life of me

i just started feeling real s***ty for no apparent reason

yeesh thats tough man, i wish you well and know you'll get through it !

Depression is a bih

I been depressed since I got here. Being in this state makes me wanna kill myself.

I can’t remember the last time I’ve been able to honestly answer the question “How are you”

Sometimes i straight hate the sound of those words.

I lie everytime it feels like. Its annoying cause mfs ask that knowing if I say Im depressed or wanna kill myself they wouldnt be able to take it

They’re never prepared for the truth. Just going through the motions. Following the code.

One thing if its well intentioned, someone you don’t know very well, but what you’re talking about, nah i hate that.

I’ve been wanting to fight lately, more than ever

Its been years since i felt like that. It was supposed to be a question of survival once

Wtf is up with me

I only go on cause I would feel s***ty to make people sad about my death.

Its the most annoying s*** to me bro, its why I have a love/hate relationship with human attatchments

I feel you. I generally got love for people. But im tired. I dont have the energy to put on a socially acceptable smile. Not even close sometimes.

Lol my therapist’s face when i talked to her about my sleeping habits during high school. I’ll never forget it.

Shes a wonderful person, an inspiration. I hope she’s thriving.

!!!!! Man thats my emotions on the f***ing daily

man

What do you personally do if you can’t remember if you’ve taken your meds?

Does anyone in here just only drink
WATER?

Damn near impossible to find an experienced EMDR therapist around my area tbh, sounds like the norm

I think i might be depressed

Im so tired. All of my projects are stalled. I dont even want to hang with my friends and i alway do

discord.gg/GZNarFgW

discord is available for anyone who wishes to use it

Made good progress two days ago but now it feels like anything doesn’t matter or what I do. Always falls down

Only time I feel alive is when I’m hanging with my friend and I can’t keep depending on that. Between drinking or smoking I just want to feel something

Love you brother. Here if you ever need me

Likewise brother ❤️ thank you