also... you gotta make yourself feel good with yourself

It looks like you desperately wants to be in a relationship and I also think people can sense that

The more desperate you get the harder it is
The more okay you are with being alone the more people like spending time with you

It's backwards but it's the truth

Never met a man who made a girl love him by being a total simp

bro mental health care is f***in trash

you call a place to get seen and you’re met with mad prying questions from the f***in receptionist like “why do you want to be seen” and s*** like that

and of course with mental health it’s hard to explain so it doesn’t sound that serious when you tell them

then they tell you either the therapist /psychologist is booking out months or they set you up with a f***in social worker

no shots at social workers at all, but if you are really going through it with anxiety/depression/whatever, you need a real ass professional, not someone who’s going to tell you “oh just take deep breaths” or “start a journal and write your feelings down” like cmon fam if it was that easy i wouldn’t even be seeing you

literally have never found good mental health care at all and i’ve been dealing with it since 15.

i just gave up for awhile but now i’m thinking about trying to go back but it seems worthless

my mom telling me that the way I was acting made her feel like she failed as a mother before she died is something I will never get over

I really need something else to mange my stress i’m very upset with myself falling into the nicotine community

none of our struggles mean anything the universe will just go on without us like we never existed

I am in constant agony

only way to find out is to keep living

Still saving to be euthanised next Spring

i swear to god i wanna die so bad

Holy s*** I felt great until I got in here

Wait what? Physical interaction? Like maybe touched someone?

You’ve gone to school right? What about your parents?

No, don’t say that, no one wants to die.

What’s missing in your life that’s making you feel this way?

Please don't, I love you

i feel like s***

Hope you get robbed of that money 😭🙏

Don't do it, you deserve to live a meaningful life 💜