We never get along cause I change my face by carving it while you change yours with masks

you'll never understand from your bloodless pov

Ima go hide in my collection cigarettes butts now

Forgive me, if there's any way I can be of use or helpful I'll do it

Im getting high as s*** tonight.

I would say yes because I’ve been diagnosed with ptsd and have those same reactions whenever a trigger occurs

This is where I’m at now. I have dragged on these memories that in the long run won’t matter. And to this day she still affects me somewhat. It’s closed on her side though, I’m just behind now.

i have that and its anxiety

head has been so cloudy and congested I feel like i cant get a moment of silence

My coworkers treat me like absolute dog s*** man f*** these people

Im developing trust issues

Feel guilty for existing

Feel like a burden to everyone around me.

Struggling to take the time I need for self care

Loosing grip of myself

Feeling like there aren't enough today's or tommorows

Hows life?

An outcast to outcast

I am the biggest f*** up and most worthless person on this planet.
Somehow I sink to lower depths everytime, I f*** up everything
All I do is disappoint people I never make the right decisions
I have never felt proud of myself or someone be proud of me
I have ever rarely felt someone enjoyed my company
I can pretend it's cool but when it's not it's pain
Idk wtf I am going to do
Sometimes I wish I took just a few more pills last year and none of this would have even existed anymore
Such an unstable pecie of worthless trash

this just means u got work to do and more life to experience

i’m sorry you’re feeling like that rn though

I hate ktt

Been noting my daily moods and last few were terrible and today I feel … ok it’s nice and the sun is out