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  • Oct 25, 2020
    FKA STUFF

    Completely unlovable

    Don’t talk like that bro. You gonna find the person / circle that really enjoys you for who you are..just give it some time brother

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    Ive been realizing lately that ppl who I never even imagined could have mental issues, have mental issues. Really is an eye opener.

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    Creasy

    Ik it takes time and its only been a few months and I also make a conscious effort to move on and it works for the most part but one second in which my mind drifts to a memory of her and my heart sinks, my stomach shrinks, my throat gets dry, my eyes get watery and my chest hurts. It holds on for a while before I feel human again.

    Its the sudden rush of a million emotions at once

    I promise myself I will never ever ever allow for anyone to hurt me like that ever ever ever again. Ever again. Im ready to live the rest of my life by myself I dont need anybody and therefore wont entertain anybody ever.

    Man no words can help heal those wounds...and I know it sounds redundant but you gotta get back outside and make new memories.

    Time heals all just remember that man. You gonna have another chance at love and it will help you move on from those haunting memories

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    sosAMG

    Had an actual panic attack 😓 time to finally buckle down and see a doc. I can’t take nothing that’s gonna f*** up my craft tho

    What’s your craft if you don’t mind me asking?

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    Alert93

    Ive been realizing lately that ppl who I never even imagined could have mental issues, have mental issues. Really is an eye opener.

    In my experiences

    Everyone has their battles inside no matter how they look on the outside tbh. Some are just better at handling it then others.

    But even our strongest friends / family if asked about the right topic will express things you probably would not expect from them

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    dotM

    What’s your craft if you don’t mind me asking?

    Music , signed to a label and want to go way beyond that on my Yeezy tip

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    dotM

    In my experiences

    Everyone has their battles inside no matter how they look on the outside tbh. Some are just better at handling it then others.

    But even our strongest friends / family if asked about the right topic will express things you probably would not expect from them

    Certainly everyone is fighting something, I’ve just never had it boil over before. But that’s a good thing so that I don’t have my heart explode at age 40 from suppressing so much stuff, that’s part of the reason why I came out as bi last year. Took a hefty Shroom trip the day after my panic attack/breakdown and it made me feel a lot better as far as my outlook on things. I was so caught in the moment that I had that ill fate of forgetting that bad moments pass

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    sosAMG

    Music , signed to a label and want to go way beyond that on my Yeezy tip

    Word good luck with that.

    My girl takes some medicine that the second she feels it coming on she takes it and it mellows her back down.

    Everyone reacts differently but hopefully you can get something that works like that

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    dotM

    Word good luck with that.

    My girl takes some medicine that the second she feels it coming on she takes it and it mellows her back down.

    Everyone reacts differently but hopefully you can get something that works like that

    Yea truly I just want to be on a very light benzodiazepine , I somewhat self medicate now but I usually only have the recourses to get ones that are too sedating/strong for me to do what I have to do

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    sosAMG

    Certainly everyone is fighting something, I’ve just never had it boil over before. But that’s a good thing so that I don’t have my heart explode at age 40 from suppressing so much stuff, that’s part of the reason why I came out as bi last year. Took a hefty Shroom trip the day after my panic attack/breakdown and it made me feel a lot better as far as my outlook on things. I was so caught in the moment that I had that ill fate of forgetting that bad moments pass

    Yeah man, sometimes we just gotta take a step back and disappear for awhile to help us remember that our problems are not bigger then us.

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    dotM

    Yeah man, sometimes we just gotta take a step back and disappear for awhile to help us remember that our problems are not bigger then us.

    Not at all, they’re minuscule, it’s just that overthinking and anxiety that gets me. Also a habitual self savatoger so I’m always trying to fix something . But I do love myself and I’m thankful for that I see everything that I can as glass half full

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    dotM

    Yeah man, sometimes we just gotta take a step back and disappear for awhile to help us remember that our problems are not bigger then us.

    Also while we talk so much about me I hope if you’re dealing with anything that it’s going fine

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    sosAMG

    Yea truly I just want to be on a very light benzodiazepine , I somewhat self medicate now but I usually only have the recourses to get ones that are too sedating/strong for me to do what I have to do

    They gonna have something for you bro just tell them what you been dealing with and then gonna give you something to get you right

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    dotM

    They gonna have something for you bro just tell them what you been dealing with and then gonna give you something to get you right

    Real talk, good discussion man much love

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    Have a good and safe night all of you.

    Never hesitate to ask for help or to say what you feel..we all are here trying to get better and that’s what we shall do!

    Love y’all

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    dotM

    Have a good and safe night all of you.

    Never hesitate to ask for help or to say what you feel..we all are here trying to get better and that’s what we shall do!

    Love y’all

    Thanks bro, have a good night, man. Stay safe!

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    Intrusive thoughts got me feeling like a demon even though I try my hardest to be a caring soul.

    Won’t stop fighting tho.

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    dotM

    Man no words can help heal those wounds...and I know it sounds redundant but you gotta get back outside and make new memories.

    Time heals all just remember that man. You gonna have another chance at love and it will help you move on from those haunting memories

    Not close to being ready for that, I need at least another few months to even be in a position to comfortably initiate contact with someone

    For now I believe its best staying to myself, besides I literally cant imagine opening up to anyone rn like thats like some obscure foreign concept to or smthn

  • Oct 25, 2020
    Alert93

    Ive been realizing lately that ppl who I never even imagined could have mental issues, have mental issues. Really is an eye opener.

    I’ve realized this too.

    Everyone tries to portray a good image but in reality so many of us are crumbling inside.

    That’s why it’s always best to be kind to everyone

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    no color

    Intrusive thoughts got me feeling like a demon even though I try my hardest to be a caring soul.

    Won’t stop fighting tho.

    Keep fighting. You have people who are on your side! You got this.

  • Oct 25, 2020

    This is one my favorite threads on ktt. Even through everyone’s problems. Everyone is kind.

    Keep being kind ❤️

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    daily reminder: I love yall

  • Oct 25, 2020
    FKA STUFF

    So what you’d be looking for is a smart light without a hub. You can buy and install smart bulbs that screw into light sockets like conventional bulbs. A lot more convenient

    IKEA used to do smart bulbs for Seasonal Affective Disorder

    My bad for not getting back to you - got overwhelmed and shut down for the day but thank you for all of this. The bulbs I'd need to switch out are inaccessible in my current state. In my head I was hoping that there were just empty lamps you could buy to screw your own bulbs into

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    Psychodrama

    daily reminder: I love yall

    my bro, long time ago
    how u holdin up

  • Whenever you say "I am" the words that follow are summoning creation with a mighty force. Make sure whatever comes after "I am" is positive.

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