Aug 2, 2021
Psychodramayou fighting against suicidal urges is a fight I have the utmost respect for since I struggle with this too and know that when s*** gets dark all reason and hope get thrown out the window....the best thing you can do is resist...every moment (not even a second) you say f*** you to suicide is a moment you dodge death
I know its hard being alone on you bday but I wish your next birthday you'll be surrounded by people you love having a huge feast and enjoying life
your future is full of light and happiness and I'm not saying that to make you feel better...its proven that the darker and tougher your life is the more you'll appreciate the light and joy
so keep fighting soldier, you may have lost a battle but the war is yours
Thank you
- Aug 2, 2021
Drogon@Asdm
idk if you're part of the discord, but we're always here to hear each others struggles.
Happy Birthday man, i give you my blessings brother 🙏💞
Thank you
Aug 2, 2021damn. back in 2019 I felt like ending my life s***, 2 years later I'm still
tripping and wilding out but i feel a little better.stay safe yall 🙏 keep your head up 🙏
and keep some faith even if you not into a religion.Bless Up.
Aug 2, 2021my pet bird died today. the emptiness in my apartment is choking me, can't cope with the fact that he's gone. at least he's not in pain anymore and we gave him a comfortable setting for his last moments with us. rest easy, pluto 💙
- Aug 3, 2021·1 reply
Just a s*** day, I feel like im getting falling deeper and I hate it. Ive barely eaten the past couple days, I might eat durng the night when im stoned.
I had some hope, but that s*** is fading
Aug 3, 2021·2 repliesThinking about how my life fell apart in the span of months
Aug 4, 2021Feeling like I'm gonna be alone forever
- Aug 4, 2021
Does anyone have any ideas how to eat when you don't have an appetite? I've barely eaten in 2 days and I seriously can't afford to lose any more weight, since I'm already skinny.i can eat fine when I'm stoned l, but that's only in the night and I got no bud left. Hopefullyi can get some later.. I'm starving, but when the food is in front of me.. I just can't eat. My anxiety is all over the place with these intrusive thoughts.
- Aug 4, 2021·1 reply
ZokkonAy bro are you in NSW? If so it seems like we're all going through the s***s rn
This s*** has been brewing for a while and now I'm at a breaking point..
- Aug 4, 2021Assman
This s*** has been brewing for a while and now I'm at a breaking point..
DM me man ktt2.com/messages
- Aug 4, 2021
God I'm so tired of being polarized inside my own mind f***
- Aug 4, 2021
I don't know what the f*** I want
- Aug 4, 2021
Like I dont know if I'm this horrible person or just a good decent person just mislead and distracted by hate
- Aug 4, 2021
Idek what im talking about
- Aug 4, 2021
I just know this life is a f***ing curse
I'm hopeful a lot at times but like is it real if I just go back to hating myself and life as a whole 
Aug 4, 2021·1 replyLoved one with schizophrenia doesn’t want help. Reached out multiple times and I haven’t gotten any response back. He’s now delusional and making up scenarios that never happened. It’s heartbreaking to see. I don’t know what I can do.
- Aug 4, 2021
I realized I f*** up everything good and I can't even see why till a lot of time after and then it's still iffy to me
Whtf is wrong with me man - Aug 4, 2021youngtubesteak2
Loved one with schizophrenia doesn’t want help. Reached out multiple times and I haven’t gotten any response back. He’s now delusional and making up scenarios that never happened. It’s heartbreaking to see. I don’t know what I can do.
Is it possible for you to see him in person rn?
- Aug 4, 2021
Or her
- Aug 4, 2021·2 replies
I cant believe any of my thoughts anymore should I just submit to it