Jul 30, 2021give me the pleasure of dying in my sleep
- Jul 30, 2021·1 reply
been skipping so many days on my ssris because of lockdown that my imagination is coming back
- Jul 30, 2021PainPapi
that good ol antidepressant wanting to cry but u literally-physiologically are not able to feeling 🙃
I had this today for the first time
It's only my 4th day on them
- Jul 31, 2021PainPapi
been skipping so many days on my ssris because of lockdown that my imagination is coming back
u been getting any withdrawals?
- Jul 31, 2021
I hope yall are doing okay
even if you havent done anything great dont be discouraged, just have hope for all the great things I'm 100% sure will come to you
I love yall
Jul 31, 2021·3 repliesI know its not that big of a deal, but it was my birthdsy yesterday and we're in lockdown, so I couldnt do much at al.. im pretty lonely and shi, so my past birthdays ive done s*** all which hurts a lot. I have soke friends around Australia and the US which we're close since we worked together a few years ago and have sustained our relationships online, but just getting ingored and not wishing me a happy birthday...i know it might not mean much to people, but that s*** hurt ..
ive been feeling pretty shiity lately, all these mental health issues ive been dealing with over the years is really catching up to me as I feel like im reaching a breaking point, since ideas of suicidal thoughts are becoming more common . i dont think ill do it, but who the f*** knows honestly. that feeling I get is pretty numb and whenever I think about it, I just have to compose myself. I dont know if I can do this to my sister and mum...
I did get a birthday gift from someone from work which made me feel good, reading the card and seeing their names made me cry a bit. they dont know how much something like a gift can do for someone..
- Jul 31, 2021·1 reply
idk if you're part of the discord, but we're always here to hear each others struggles.
Happy Birthday man, i give you my blessings brother 🙏💞
- Jul 31, 2021·1 replyAssman
I know its not that big of a deal, but it was my birthdsy yesterday and we're in lockdown, so I couldnt do much at al.. im pretty lonely and shi, so my past birthdays ive done s*** all which hurts a lot. I have soke friends around Australia and the US which we're close since we worked together a few years ago and have sustained our relationships online, but just getting ingored and not wishing me a happy birthday...i know it might not mean much to people, but that s*** hurt ..
ive been feeling pretty shiity lately, all these mental health issues ive been dealing with over the years is really catching up to me as I feel like im reaching a breaking point, since ideas of suicidal thoughts are becoming more common . i dont think ill do it, but who the f*** knows honestly. that feeling I get is pretty numb and whenever I think about it, I just have to compose myself. I dont know if I can do this to my sister and mum...
I did get a birthday gift from someone from work which made me feel good, reading the card and seeing their names made me cry a bit. they dont know how much something like a gift can do for someone..
you fighting against suicidal urges is a fight I have the utmost respect for since I struggle with this too and know that when s*** gets dark all reason and hope get thrown out the window....the best thing you can do is resist...every moment (not even a second) you say f*** you to suicide is a moment you dodge death
I know its hard being alone on you bday but I wish your next birthday you'll be surrounded by people you love having a huge feast and enjoying life
your future is full of light and happiness and I'm not saying that to make you feel better...its proven that the darker and tougher your life is the more you'll appreciate the light and joy
so keep fighting soldier, you may have lost a battle but the war is yours
Jul 31, 2021·1 replyAssmanI know its not that big of a deal, but it was my birthdsy yesterday and we're in lockdown, so I couldnt do much at al.. im pretty lonely and shi, so my past birthdays ive done s*** all which hurts a lot. I have soke friends around Australia and the US which we're close since we worked together a few years ago and have sustained our relationships online, but just getting ingored and not wishing me a happy birthday...i know it might not mean much to people, but that s*** hurt ..
ive been feeling pretty shiity lately, all these mental health issues ive been dealing with over the years is really catching up to me as I feel like im reaching a breaking point, since ideas of suicidal thoughts are becoming more common . i dont think ill do it, but who the f*** knows honestly. that feeling I get is pretty numb and whenever I think about it, I just have to compose myself. I dont know if I can do this to my sister and mum...
I did get a birthday gift from someone from work which made me feel good, reading the card and seeing their names made me cry a bit. they dont know how much something like a gift can do for someone..
happy belated
- Jul 31, 2021·1 reply
i tried so hard to forget all the bad times and numb that pain that now i can't remember the good and i feel nothing
- Jul 31, 2021·1 replySaul Goodman
i tried so hard to forget all the bad times and numb that pain that now i can't remember the good and i feel nothing
make new good ones bro u got this
- Jul 31, 2021Psychodrama
make new good ones bro u got this
thank you breh
Jul 31, 2021·2 repliesthis woman has fallen out of love with me and idk how i’m going to live without her
Jul 31, 2021jtmjthis woman has fallen out of love with me and idk how i’m going to live without her
pain
- Jul 31, 2021jtmj
this woman has fallen out of love with me and idk how i’m going to live without her
- Aug 1, 2021
My insecurities are too much for me handle at this point.
- Aug 1, 2021
I just don’t want to feel anything anymore
- Aug 1, 2021·1 reply
F*** this s*** man
I’m quitting p***/beating off and going OD on my diet. I’m gonna go through massive withdrawals/hormone shock
Enough is enough
Aug 1, 2021·1 replyAssmanI know its not that big of a deal, but it was my birthdsy yesterday and we're in lockdown, so I couldnt do much at al.. im pretty lonely and shi, so my past birthdays ive done s*** all which hurts a lot. I have soke friends around Australia and the US which we're close since we worked together a few years ago and have sustained our relationships online, but just getting ingored and not wishing me a happy birthday...i know it might not mean much to people, but that s*** hurt ..
ive been feeling pretty shiity lately, all these mental health issues ive been dealing with over the years is really catching up to me as I feel like im reaching a breaking point, since ideas of suicidal thoughts are becoming more common . i dont think ill do it, but who the f*** knows honestly. that feeling I get is pretty numb and whenever I think about it, I just have to compose myself. I dont know if I can do this to my sister and mum...
I did get a birthday gift from someone from work which made me feel good, reading the card and seeing their names made me cry a bit. they dont know how much something like a gift can do for someone..
Ay bro are you in NSW? If so it seems like we're all going through the s***s rn
- Aug 1, 2021·1 reply
I seriously just wanna let go, I wanna be ignorant like I'm 18 and making a million poor decisions
- Aug 1, 2021·1 replyJohan
F*** this s*** man
I’m quitting p***/beating off and going OD on my diet. I’m gonna go through massive withdrawals/hormone shock
Enough is enough
take good care of yourself fam
- Aug 1, 2021Zokkon
I seriously just wanna let go, I wanna be ignorant like I'm 18 and making a million poor decisions
it's ok to make the same mistakes
just to make sure they're better than before giving you more room for growth
- Aug 1, 2021·1 replyPsychodrama
take good care of yourself fam
Thank you
- Aug 1, 2021Johan
Thank you
feel free to @ me whenever you're in a dark place and need someone to talk to
I gotta warn you tho, my crippling anxiety is contagious
- Aug 2, 2021Saul Goodman
happy belated
Thank you