Took the skeletons off autopilot

y do i have to be broken

im so out of touch with my peers

So much pain in my heart

Hoping to find peace someday somewhere

Posted in another thread too, but I’m taking 2 weeks off from work to get myself back to normal

I wanna go for walks
Learn meditation
Watch a lot of movies
And write a diary/journal about what caused this depression episode and what I need to do in the future to avoid it happening again

I never want to get this bad again

I feel bad for being positive on here

Everyone seem down

tryna get healthy 🙏🏽 working on it

Kinda hope I don't wake up tomorrow

What's the point if you're incapable of making progress
How long are you supposed to try till you give up my brain is f***ed and I'll never be able to fix it so idk what im supposed to do really

You'll be g my guy, I've felt this way as well, getting better just takes time and consistency

looking at jobs without a degree is really hard to do

every morning and every night bruh

in my defense I have none

this been the worst year of my life fasho

Conflicted

Each year gets worse tbh

I think I'm pretty down today and I don't know what to do about it, want to just take the day off honestly, but that's easier said than done

depression sucks but if it's anything we can do hit us up

Just had a weird yesterday, trying to figure s*** out and navigate through a web of people, I feel like I need to justify my actions and I've stepped into an arena with a lot of mistrust and trapdoors, but I have to navigate it because it will be advantageous to me long term.