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  • Oct 26, 2020
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    Feeling really heartbroken and lost. Trying to keep it together for the fam.

    How many family members we've lost this year, I barely see any of my friends (That's on them) and some times it feels like my wife, child and I don't even exist to most my family. My friends act like they're f***ing 40 and can't hang out even just to chill anymore.

    Best friend is possibly moving across the country after we just reconnected. A whole year and a half our families been hanging out together all the time and our kids are best friends...I'm going to be heartbroken. More for my kid and the fact his best friend will be far far away just like that.

    S*** sucks to think about. I'm hurting. It's getting harder and harder to hide it so I don't bring everyone else down.

    The older I get the more I am stuck on the past and the memories with friends/family.

  • Oct 26, 2020
    dundis

    thanks for the advice bro
    yeah i'll try to. 2 mg klonopin is still a lot honestly and i'll stay here for a while before going any lower.

    one thing for sure is that i'm not gonna stop tryna get off these benzos. i haven't told my dr about it yet and i'm doing it on my own.

    you lose only when you give up

    everytime you struggle you give yourself opportunity to make it happen

    you dont have to prove s*** to anyone, you have your own way of living, your own way of thinking and acting. No matter what I or anyone else might say....we dont live your life. You do

  • Oct 26, 2020
    Psychodrama

    daily reminder: I love yall

  • Oct 26, 2020
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    Getting together with one my friends to confront our best friend about his depression tonight.

    Really not looking forward to it, but it’s become urgent and we’ve started to fear for his life.

    Pay close attention to your friends y’all. We all going through it.

  • Oct 26, 2020
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    Boredom is dangerous, that's the only reason I come back to this site

    Cyberpunk still isn't out yet, hopefully I'll leave before then

  • sponge 🧽
    Oct 26, 2020
    CurlyZ

    Getting together with one my friends to confront our best friend about his depression tonight.

    Really not looking forward to it, but it’s become urgent and we’ve started to fear for his life.

    Pay close attention to your friends y’all. We all going through it.

    give hugs at all costs

    not like that but u know what i mean... sometimes that helps so much

  • sponge 🧽
    Oct 26, 2020
    Morenito

    Boredom is dangerous, that's the only reason I come back to this site

    Cyberpunk still isn't out yet, hopefully I'll leave before then

    boredom is dangerous thats why mfs do d****

  • sponge 🧽
    Oct 26, 2020
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  • Oct 26, 2020
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    Talking to people never helps so I have been keeping s*** for myself. Can't tell if it's a good method to cope or not.

  • Oct 26, 2020
    sponge

  • Oct 26, 2020
    Psychodrama

    daily reminder: I love yall

    i love you too

  • Oct 26, 2020
    MARIA IM DRUNK

    Talking to people never helps so I have been keeping s*** for myself. Can't tell if it's a good method to cope or not.

    i haven't tried this yet but i've heard writing how you feel in a journal helps a lot

  • sponge 🧽
    Oct 26, 2020
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    Psychodrama

    daily reminder: I love yall

    same for every1 in here yall better know I do

  • Oct 26, 2020
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    ppl b whole weirdos. girl i knew when i lived in another state for 6
    Months’ friend fiund me on ig and reamed me for ghosting her friend 2 years ago. gave me an anxiety sttack lmao

  • As you imagine the worst, that is what you will receive back. As you imagine the best that is what you will experience.

  • sponge 🧽
    Oct 26, 2020
    sponge

    same for every1 in here yall better know I do

    ayo that suicidal ideation though

  • Oct 26, 2020
    Wallisaurus

    Feeling really heartbroken and lost. Trying to keep it together for the fam.

    How many family members we've lost this year, I barely see any of my friends (That's on them) and some times it feels like my wife, child and I don't even exist to most my family. My friends act like they're f***ing 40 and can't hang out even just to chill anymore.

    Best friend is possibly moving across the country after we just reconnected. A whole year and a half our families been hanging out together all the time and our kids are best friends...I'm going to be heartbroken. More for my kid and the fact his best friend will be far far away just like that.

    S*** sucks to think about. I'm hurting. It's getting harder and harder to hide it so I don't bring everyone else down.

    The older I get the more I am stuck on the past and the memories with friends/family.

    Yeah man those childhood memories / friends are the hardest to move on from. Growing up really sucks sometimes but it’s just apart of life :(

    You got anybody close you can really vent all these issues to, to relive some of the burden you are feeling?

  • Oct 26, 2020
    CurlyZ

    Getting together with one my friends to confront our best friend about his depression tonight.

    Really not looking forward to it, but it’s become urgent and we’ve started to fear for his life.

    Pay close attention to your friends y’all. We all going through it.

    The ones that downplay it are the worst ones...it’s the ones you least expect it from.

    Way to look out for your friend man!

  • Oct 26, 2020
    MARIA IM DRUNK

    Talking to people never helps so I have been keeping s*** for myself. Can't tell if it's a good method to cope or not.

    What you got going on fam? If you alright talking about it here.

  • Oct 26, 2020

    We need more of this on the internet. You never know what someone might be going through behind the screen.

  • rvi 🐸
    Oct 26, 2020
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    i feel like ill never be able to have better self esteem. maybe im just supposed to hate myself for my entire life

    i never really realized how bad i have self image issues too i think im hideous and look so weird. i hate this

  • Wallisaurus

    Feeling really heartbroken and lost. Trying to keep it together for the fam.

    How many family members we've lost this year, I barely see any of my friends (That's on them) and some times it feels like my wife, child and I don't even exist to most my family. My friends act like they're f***ing 40 and can't hang out even just to chill anymore.

    Best friend is possibly moving across the country after we just reconnected. A whole year and a half our families been hanging out together all the time and our kids are best friends...I'm going to be heartbroken. More for my kid and the fact his best friend will be far far away just like that.

    S*** sucks to think about. I'm hurting. It's getting harder and harder to hide it so I don't bring everyone else down.

    The older I get the more I am stuck on the past and the memories with friends/family.

    Hang in there vro
    I can relate to what you're saying too

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    dubbs hendrix

    ppl b whole weirdos. girl i knew when i lived in another state for 6
    Months’ friend fiund me on ig and reamed me for ghosting her friend 2 years ago. gave me an anxiety sttack lmao

    She was saving it for you

  • Life is so weird sometimes. Or maybe it's just me

  • Oct 26, 2020
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    rvi

    i feel like ill never be able to have better self esteem. maybe im just supposed to hate myself for my entire life

    i never really realized how bad i have self image issues too i think im hideous and look so weird. i hate this

    Don’t be so hard on yourself man. We all got stuff about us that we wish we could change.

    Just work on being a better person man. Even if you think your not the best looking person, try being the most caring and generous, it will help you love yourself in a different way.

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