lord i need you..

Fell hard for her, meant to be seeing her tomorrow night. Don’t think she’ll turn up. Don’t feel good enough for these gals anymore, completely lost all my confidence due to horrible ex’s and the events of the last 2 years.

is that the curtain closing?

When you call someone out and they make it about them <<<<<

Putting down the Google is very underrated advice when it comes to anxiety and I gotta remember that often

I genuinely thought I would never get over it, I was miserable for weeks.. But eventually weeks turned to months, months turned to years.

And now im here about to start a new chapter of life with someone.

I wish I could go back in the past and give myself perspective, that I have an entire life ahead.

I genuinely thought I was damaged goods and incapable of really accomplishing what I wanted. Now I am loved and love her, so it all worked out in the end.

"I wish I believed
I wish I believed when you
Told me you believed in me
I wish I could see in me what you seen
When we talked last, you just told me two things, said
I love you
And no matter what, keep doing what you doing"

All of the s*** that happened to you, we cant change it. We can only change how we react to it.

I hope that everyone itt can overcome their struggles

Schizophrenia/paranoia has completely changed my family member. I can’t even recognize him personality wise.

Wave of depression just hit me, haven’t felt this in years. Not too fun

Just wanna pop in here and send love to everyone. You gone be alright I promise

I have an aunty with that. Really changes a person fr

welp gettting rejected from job offers, school just taking a toll on me. Possibility of getting expelled or something. Man this s*** just making me not give af about anything. Back to being depressed again

It’s hard to be happy when your mind is constantly abusing you

I would Kill myself tomorrow if it wasn’t for my aunt and father in that order. I don’t care about living until I’m old. Success is relative and I care about friends more than money.

Will I ever stop imploding

We'll see

I have no direction again back at the beginning

Another clueless doctor How am I supposed to get better if some of these people just want you in and out of the place as fast as possible, without even entertaining any possibilities. Man

feeling like i wasted my best years

back to my self hating self. f*** this s***

i need to chill out asap so f***ing toxic rn