just had a depressing call with my parents.

it really angers/upsets me how much i'm disconnected with my family :/

Everything okay with you and then? Or just been a min since y’all last talked?

Damn man I’m sorry to hear that.

I wish you the best of luck with that man

Hope you start feeling better man :(

nah it's just been this way for a while now

I feel you. I got a great relationship with my mom.

But me and my dad haven’t really spoken in a few years. Sucks I paid a lot of his gambling debt and helped him out of a few other jams. But he always took gambling and whatever else over me and my mom. He only called me 2-3 times this year...every time it was over money

I stg some peoples devil's just render them useless to themselves and others. It's my greatest fear tbh. I'm sure you're dad's well aware that hes a piece of s***, not that it makes anything better. But you and your mom's didn't deserve any of that bro bro.

He just has an addiction like most people unfortunately. He could never overcome his issues so it is what it is. But he will always be my dad and I will always care for him but we just are t talking right now

it's such a lonely feeling. i kinda don't like even going back to my parent's house because i don't feel fully comfortable

too much going on in my mind I can't handle this

What is a gc??

I feel it man that's dope that you accept it for what it is. Some people just got a big heart and can love like that. I admire it.

Nothing makes me happy anymore i just feel stuck

Try new things!

If you feel stuck try shifting your energy. You can do a lot of different things like go for a walk, take a drive or try a new restaurant you've been wanting to try.

I also recommend the rubber band technique

Someone told me about it and I've been doing it. It helps a lot I don't even use a rubberband I just punch my arm and talk s*** to myself. Lol

Yeah nah it's kinda more in general I just feel stuck because I don't have any work experience so I don't think I'll be able to get a job. I've been stuck inside because of the lockdown and I haven't seen my friends since feb

I really don't wanna become one of those loser NEET type people that just does nothing

Had to look this up and I'm offended but what you are saying is reasonable

Are you looking for specific kind of work? I honestly wouldn't worry about that. If you have any social skills you can sell yourself in a interview. Half of the people working and interviewing at any given location are straight up Ed it's really not hard to make yourself look good. Employers just need someone that's reliable. You can always say you've done labor work or something too. I did that when I had no prior experience but looking back I don't think I needed to. Also when you don't have a job you're job is to find a job. 1 application a day for 100 days is 100 applications. Call places you've applied to and ask them for a job.

As for the lockdown thing I feel it. I was going nuts. Go out by yourself man f*** it I be doing that s***. I'll go take a camping trip and hike. Or go surfing by myself IDGAF.

Yeah I'm thinking of getting a bicycle I used to go for walks in my neighbors property but we just moved to the suburbs. Yeah I'm not sure I used to apply for jobs like supermarkets or fast food places and even a cafe down the street but I just never got any opportunities. Kinda my own fault for not volunteering and getting experience that way but oh well. At least I completed high school and got my audio engineering diploma

Anxiety gang where y’all at?

Dam

At a point in my life where I have to make a really tough decision

Have anyone ever been to a hospital for mental health reasons? I just got the bill redirected to my new address and my goodness lol it’s so expensive. For what actually goes on in there, it’s not worth the price. I get it tho but I don’t agree.