Intrusive thoughts back it’s been a minute whew

I really thought starting delta 8 would stop my weed abuse but it just replaced it. I need to figure out how to deal with life sober

School and ocd make a great team

Brute force it. Its gonna suck you're gonna feel like s*** for a couple days as far as motivation and energy goes, you'll have f***ed up thoughts too probably. But ride the wave and after a couple days you'll start feeling "normal" and things you thought you couldn't enjoy anymore start to become more appealing. It helps if you have a hobby or something you're passionate about to put your energy into. All the time and money wasted can be invested into yourself.

I’ve tried multiple times and still end up talking myself out of it

That's the process bro. I've tried like a thousand times before I finally got to where I am. I haven't been sober for long but definitely longer than I ever have before. It just means that whatever you tried doesn't work so try something else until it works if getting sober is what you want. You can't keep trying the same thing and expect to succeed if everytime you try that it fails. It was a very long process for me and I've finally found something that works for me.

Yeah you’re right. I get frustrated way too easily and I’m like f*** it, a few puffs of the vape and I’m back to being hungry happy and sleepy. I feel like I’m pretty mentally resilient generally but s*** like this just gets me a certain way

My ex broke up with me 2 years ago, and it still hurts me so much. Being left for someone else is an awful thing to come to terms with.

ur not alone, it f***ed with me for a long time but i eventually got over it by meeting new people

i feel like i ruined my life. i’m scared

I think I’m finding peace once again 💛

I quit man o don’t even give a f*** about s***

I need referral from my f***ing family doctor which I dont f***iung have to get help from a psychiatrist f*** this im just gonna let my brain kill me

Ewwewr

This goooood

Eka Eka Eka
Ewweruh

My brain is melting ahhh scary monsters

I need professional help

Eka Eka Eka
Ewweruh

Maybe not tho
Bwwwahh
Brahhh dun dun

I'm going to back myself into a corner with no means of survival

Dunn dun Dunn
Buhh duh duh duh dun daa daa

Eka Eka Eka
Ewweruh

God save me.

Gurglegarf

I miss the way u said my name.
I miss lots of things.

All my pain caused by me
It's true
How I make something from nothing

Gurglegarf

Bark bark

Help

I'm withering away

i really have so much to be grateful for, so much that i feel like i can't justify this misery

i hate existing

Really f***ing irritated

just accept things. stop worrying about whether or not you deserved it. or thinking about what you could’ve done differently or how to make things right. come to terms with who you are and how things are and accept it. really really accept it whether it’s yourself, a situation, or a mistake. hoping this helps someone move forward or past something

I used to enjoy my own company, now I hate being on my own in my room, Is that normal?

s***s hard man

I've isolated myself to what feels like the point of no return

I will not live long