Man, I’ve turned my life around by running, meditating, not fapping and telling the truth.
The last one is particularly important, stop lying and watch how things strangely start to get better. What have you got to lose? Try some of these things. Life will beat you down if you don’t.
That’s not me saying it’s a guaranteed fix before that crowd enters, but even if there’s a 5% chance it could also help you in the ways it has helped me, would you not say it’s worth at least a shot?

Had a manic spiral a couple days ago. Very bad.
It’s embarrassing when you come out of it and see all the s*** you did

No support system in place 👌🏽

Wow. I strongly relate to this because honestly I do the same thing and I feel like I waste too much time in my head thinking about my life in this alternate reality I have set up in my head

when one door opens another door closes

Journaling now (Notes App)

Feel so depressed as of late bro, been suicidal a lot of times in my life, borderline lost my mind 1 year and a half ago and since then I felt like I’ve had a good run mentally but those thoughts keep coming back. The hopelessness is slowly creeping back in.

Haven’t been sleeping much too which doesn’t help and my appetite is non-existent despite going gym.

In Jesus name, I hope everyone overcomes all their mental health struggles. It’s the internal war not many people see. Hope you guys all get better and overcome whatever it is your going through.

and like always im back at this question

what is to be done

ppl b posting wild s*** on here

its sad cus its always some s*** idk how to handle but i wanna help

i feel lucky reading this post, ive been thru some s*** but i always bounce back, idk what its like to have this depression s*** on me all the time

i jus wanna stand with you in saying that i hope everyone can find a way thru the struggles. ive been to the suicidal point too and its tough as hell to see the light when ur there. hope everyone itt has support to find a way through these tunnels that life presents

told my bosses what ive been going through and they’re ok letting me transition to parttime

but f*** now im gonna feel like s*** if i end up leaving and ive been applying for remote jobs

wish this s*** didnt run my life the way it does

My mind is so f***ed up

Just one problem after another

F*** all this s*** I just want it to end already

Sometimes you pop up in my mind. I know you want nothing to do with me. I don’t think of you the same way I used to. I think it’s fair to say we both moved on, or atleast I did. I’m completely committed to another woman who is everything I’ve needed in a life partner.

But I’ll always care about your well-being. You were there for me during some of my darkest days. Before my life changed forever and I went on this crazy journey these last couple years. You were there before all of it. I just wish we could talk one more time.

I’ll continue to pop up every now and then. I hope you are well, and I hope your life has improved and you’ve found peace. You deserved to live a better life than what was dealt to you.

back to where we was in 2019

so much for self improvement

Love all of you 💜💜💜

Op is inactive and the thread is dead. Can we revive this thread and start working towards making it a true resource for people? @Nujabes @plants

@dotM still seems to be an active poster but I’ll ask now while quoting if he plans on doing anything with this thread. If not I’ll lock and we can make a new thread

Yeah I don’t have as much time as I did last year with my job. I would definitely agree this thread needs a new OP and a refresh. I really only browse 15-20 mins a day

Bet fam also hope you are doing well

Whoever wants to be new OP can do it and I’ll sticky