You always been like that tho? What happens when you find yourself with no distractions?

working Friday's and weekends used to bother the f*** out of me when I was younger man.

I feel the exact same about Sundays tho. I always feel like something bad is going to happen on sunday

i would really like to get rid of my subconscious fear of getting close to people, getting to know people & opening myself up to accept people as friends. i think the first step in doing this is convincing myself everyone is a blank canvas, indifferent & neutral until you give them a reason to be negative or positive, some people are a******s though so sometimes it can't be helped but i need to jam it in my brain that no one inherently has anything against me & the world isn't out to get me. me thinking that all the time is putting that energy out there & i end up receiving it. it's a self fulfilling prophecy i realized. i hope i can get over this... as much as i love being to myself i love people too, nobody knows that though because i'm really closed off. i don't think that's alright. i need to change

why was the other one closed

nah this has been me for a few months

I don’t know honestly man sorry. Maybe @safe can explain why...but I’ll do my best to keep this one open and going

Honestly idk either but S and etc are all in favor of having one so this one won’t get closed as long as you’re happy to keep it open

Word I feel you man. I moved to Brazil in January (really long story) but it’s been hard for me adjusting to a new lifestyle & trying to find myself again in a foreign country

As long as people feel comfortable here and the thread is getting good volume I have no problem with it.

Was just getting a lot of questions about the old threads and I didn’t have answers. Thanks for clearing that up bro.

Pin this please , this man helped many young men’s lives

added to op

No way there’s a Jordan “discriminatory intentions” Peterson link in this. I will return to suffering in silence

Liability

it's always something man... one minute i have hope things will get better & the next i'm spiraling. no matter what i do i'm back to phase 1

Being depressed is just my default mood

been having panic attacks recently

s*** makes me feel hopeless

not sure if anxiety makes me neurotic or if being neurotic gives me anxiety

i’m at that place again questioning my importance
niggas ain’t gon remember me when i’m transitioned, they don’t remember me now, i talk to 3 people on a consistent meaningful basis if that

i always have this fear of being a lonely hermit and burnout but it feels like that’s the hand i’m being dealt

What?

hope you have a good day today

ima try my hardest, i hope u do too

I removed the link. I watched the video a user suggested and thought he made some good points but did not do my full due diligence that’s my fault I’m sorry. I would really like to build a lot of links & user submitted advice that helped..failure on my part I apologize again