I’ve had some odd mood swings over the last week.

Yup

I’m bugging out rn

Every time I make some progress I gotta get dragged back down here.

And I just give in to it. But then again how much say do I really have in it.

Drowning my sorrows today

I was naive to think I wouldn’t end up back here lol

Not even sure anymore, man.

low testosterone may be the reason for young mens depression - look into it bros

honestly don't think this life s*** is for me. i'm not even feeling down at the moment or anything, i'm just over it. like i don't have any real goals, aspirations, or a particular spot i want to be at in life, i just exist and it's so pointless. craziest thing is, if you had asked me in 2015 where i wanted to be in life in five years i would have said the same s*** i'm saying now.

i'm so tired of existing for no reason but i doubt i'm ever going to change, been like this for almost ten years so why would anything change now. i hate myself so much for being like this

been doing better these days and it feels good to say that and genuinely mean it

i hate change with every fibre that my body is composed of but honestly... it might have been for the better. like for example my biggest confidence boost would be getting compliments from women but being appreciated for just your looks is unhealthy and it really did f*** me up. that isnt to say that ive stopped grooming but i just learned to let go and to just be independent for now

How the f*** did you manage for a month alone when im like what a week and a few days in and mentally ducking losing it lol

i wanna be alone

same but i also really really enjoy being completely alone at times no one in home just pure vibes

me rn with every word u said.

im the same tbh, i dont really communicate much overall idk if its an introvert or whatever, im just very quiet if i dont have anything to say wish i did tho

Don't fret brother. What's most important is that you feel good about yourself. I know being alone isn't ideal but don't let that stop you from going out, exploring, living life and enjoying things you like. I don't believe it's a good idea to isolate yourself like that even if you are a introvert and don't like people.

I think theres a bit of duality to all of us. And some of us lean in one direction more than the other. Some of these skills can be developed for sure. And some of us change over time based on circumstances and experiences. I don't think it's a good idea to look at the introvert and extrovert things as solid personality traits that can't be changed.

Couldn't fall asleep till 6 in the morning and woke up at 4:30. I gotta get on my s***

Wasting