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resetting my diet and sleeping schedule today

I just want to cry

then cry

quit

these meds make me anxious

IBS makes me go insane+

I’m going on 3 weeks of feeling f***ing low

Man, was feeling great the past couple days then some dumb s*** jus happened. Basically me and this girl are Twitter friends. We’ve never met but like each other’s tweets, etc. in July i got drunk and dm’d her and asked if she had a Snapchat, cuz i did wanna get to know her as a friend (she has a boyfriend). And yes, i ll be honest i was h**** a lil bit, but it was mostly cuz she’s really cool and we got a lot in common, and sometimes i really want like a deep companionship. She was like “no i don’t sorry!” And i was like that’s cool and all. Next day i sober up and realize that i f***ed up. Seeing it from her perspective, what’s she supposed to think when a guy dms her and asks for Snapchat when he’s drunk? I wanted to apologize but didn’t know if i was overthinking it or not. Anyway, nothing really changes until tonight when she tweeted she’s making bucket hats and selling them. I love supporting friends so i dmd her saying I’d buy one, and instantly i could tell the vibe was off. She was very blunt and to the point in her messages with none of her usual inflections and mannerisms found in her tweets. Basically treating me like we’ve never met. Frankly she was being a lil rude. Anyway i jus feel like she’s protecting herself by not showing ANYTHING that can be misconstrued by me as her flirting with me. And realizing that made me feel like s***. I understand where she’s coming from and frankly don’t blame her, but it jus sucks knowing ur s***ty behavior ruined a nice lil friendship

It sucks when u know u f*** up and can’t go back to the way things used to be. I deserve it tho for sure

when you are chilling and minding your own business and then an intrusive thought comes along and just f***ing ruins your whole mood

day in, day out
same s***
just a different day

I get really emotional about stuff when I’m just laying down in bed getting ready to sleep

Like last night I got super emotional about my hometown and what my childhood house looks like from the inside

i always remember when i used to feel normal

Keep your head up bro, being normal is super overrated. If I really think about it there’s no point in me even continuing life lol

we gotta keep on movin man.

i know it's hard as f***, but we gotta.

Been giving tinder a go recently, that s*** has actually boosted my confidence. Feeling better bout myself.

You do any confidence boosting things? Might help give you strength to keep going

i'm going to start working out/eating healthy soon

maybe that will boost my confidence somewhat?

tinder was an awful experience for me and made me honestly feel like s***, but i'm glad its working good for you

i need to stop going to bed at 6 am every f***in day lmaooo

Anybody here go to therapy? I am scared

i wouldn't worry dude if you're thinking about it these people are trained to understand people's problems and they have alot of experience in the topic, although i will say sometimes you can't click with certain ones like you can't click with certain people sometimes you have to weed your way through to find one that suits you, or you find a match at your first time if trying.

best of luck brother if you have any questions in regards to therapy than don't afraid to hit us up

Do they diagnose people?

only psychiatrists iirc