sad to hear about this man if you want to speak discord and my DMs are open

After some praying, coffee and cigarettes, benzos and some self-care in general, I finaly feel good again....

I guess this quarantine built a lot of pent up rage inside me along with having no one to talk to which made me realise how empty I am

but I'm glad I know I can hit you up and I deeply appreciate your love and concern so I'll take you up on your offer next time I feel like s***

I think I need a real change in scenery. Oklahoma just isn’t it I don’t think. It’s got nothing for me here. And there are so few decent women here lmao. The city of Dallas has more people than the entire state of Oklahoma.

Oklahoma is great if you want to raise a family I think. Beyond that, this place kinda sucks

I was in the hospital for 2 weeks cause of psychosis. I feel you bro, and know that this just isnt it. There’s more to this life - the mystery is figuring it out FOR YOURSELF. u got this king

Lately been feeling like my life has no meaning. I wake up angry at myself for letting my life be like this. I hate the caste system the world has going on and I’m mad at the fact that what I want most I can never have again. My life is in shambles gs

Anyone else regularly flip flop between feeling like a worthless piece of s*** and thinking you're an actual god amongst men?

Me last night

everybody says ''be happy'' or ''be yourself'' but what if you dont know yourself or you're not happy?? is that not living your life to the fullest??

even if we're in pain or feel like dying as long as we have hope then we're still living....and maybe even living with more life inside of us than all those pseudo-deep/happy people

but I'm beyond trying to compare my life with someone else's and hate on others' way of life.......I just wanna live my life without being told by blind people that I cant see ....feel what im sayin??

At the end of the day what matters the most to me is love.....I just wanna give as much of it as possible to everyone. That's my goal in life

Yo, I deadass got hung up on someone I never even spoke with on the phone, let alone saw in person once.

Dude what is wrong with me lmao. If people irl knew, they would ask me wtf I was thinking. I wish I had a good answer man.

I think I just suck at connecting with women in person I guess. I’ve always felt inferior to the competition. Going into it with a losing mindset.

Whereas when it’s just online it’s like the person can know me for who I am vs how I look. The issue is, that hasn’t worked once and the last real physical relationship I had cheated on me.

Online relationships should mean nothing. I mean nothing to them, with the push of a block button you can make me disappear forever.

I was thinking, what’s the point of these online friends? If I can’t even get someone I like to meet up why even have online friends period? Nobody else I know irl does.

I think ive just convinced myself that its time to leave for good lol

Im tired of this f***ing world man. Why are people so f***ing stupid like God damn, why do these f***ing b****ass people need shir to be offended by I cant deal with the internet anymore it really makes me f***ing hate humans

Signed up for therapy lol

I respect that. I feel like the angry depressed sad me is the real me and I love that s***. I don’t think I can be happy again

Slept through again.

every part of you is the real you. Life is full of surprises. Dont let psychiatrists or anyone else put labels on your identity

angry, depressed, sad.....that's just a part of you.
I'm 100% sure you'll be happy again. (no ifs or buts)

I wish i od’d the other day

Im tired of hurting

And Im tired of not having a single person in my age i can talk to

This loneliness is f***ing killing me every single day more n more

I’m falling apart man

All I needed was 3 more pills

It felt so peaceful

cutting deadwood and fake friends

DM me if you want company dawg i'm in the same boat.

I cut people off before they can hurt me cause I know I'm not worthy of love

she said ''I wish you were here''

I said ''I wish I was dead''