hate how bitter i’ve become over this last year or so, makes me feel like i’m an awful person

i’m down something AWFUL today can’t even lie

Lmaoooo

Yall dont realize how funny the thread is.

i’ve been down bad every day for the past 5+ years so what am i talking about lmao

i feel like i might be too far gone for any therapy to help me at this point

been thinking the same thing lately

especially because i was in therapy from august 2018 to june 2019 and it did absolutely nothing for me. but maybe i should try again, who knows.

f*** my brain !

How I lose weight and then get body dysmorphia I’m HOOTING

Life’s a sick joke and I’m the one getting laughed at yikes them cruel jokes!

For some reason I haven’t offed myself yet and subconsciously keep pushing everyday. I would like to think These phases in my life are for growth but that’s just my optimism talking

not enough not doing enough

Simply put

I don’t want to be here

Lol for sure but I'm bipolar type II so it's to be expected for me

Bro I’m f***ed up rn, I’m so alone in this town I miss my friends from my city. Also I keep avoiding inscription to college and subconsciously it’s killing me

sometimes i think at the my most sane when i’m depressed

F*** i want to leave

dawg for the past two weeks I’d wake up pressed knowing I was back living a s***ty reality when I’d rather be in these dreams where I was living my ideal life.

I sometimes think that if I off myself my soul would wake up in a place where it would be more comfortable.

i thought myself into a panic attack last night