Nah I think it's cool that you let her know that. She probably felt good about it. It would've been better if you had been a little more coherent when you said it but I wouldn't call it 'creepy'

Nah this is weird.
And the bullshit in your computer background is weirder.
Have some self awareness.

Can I ask how old you are? I struggled with these kind of thoughts when I was younger but even when times have sucked I feel this way less and less as I get older. The point of the question is that if you're not an adult yet your developing mind may make life easier on you as you grow. Just lay off the bottle a little bit and stay away from hard d**** and keep fighting. Good luck.

I can stop the f***ery but I will NEVER get rid of my hentai

She told you to DM her so it wasn't completely uninvited. Only thing is that she told you to DM her when you're sober and you went and DMed her drunk. But my opinion on this is prob not unbiased bc I'm used to getting similar messages.

Feel better OP
Please don’t kill yourself

Under 30 but mentally I’m a lil behind as some people would think

Stop both and I promise you'll see some positive results

Also - my advice would be to keep the number of people you broadcast these thoughts to to a minimum. It's pointless to tell anyone who isn't really going to help you. They'll judge or maybe try to dig at your mental state. Or maybe they'll call the cops and then they'll try to put you in a mental facility if they think you're a danger to yourself or others, but admittedly I don't know how that works.

For the record I’ve told her I was doing better sober so she probably doesn’t think I’m completely out of it

that’s probably a good idea. I don’t think strangers can Do that plus I know how to dodge mental facility dodging real well. Done it today in fact. I just can’t go in again s*** does so much worse for me

that's really bad lol

so op really sent this girl a video of a beat on fl studio with hentai in the background im f***ing crying

TF is ur FL studio background

you gained cool points for making beats and lost them after i saw the hentai background in FL my nigga

even if hentai is your thing ive never met a girl who didn’t think that s*** was for creeps/losers

deadass didn't even realize the 'creepy' part of this s*** was the text, I thought it was cuzza that hentai in the background lol that doesn't even look like some tasteful s*** thats some dirty dirty looking hentai lmao

bro

Imma come clean

Every single thing about this was weird dawg

stay strong op, we got your back

You literally one of those people who pick up alcohol and tell yourself you’re going to do things you think you aren’t capable of doing sober top 5 most cringe personality traits

whoever says this isn't creepy, weird, or just sad

they wrong

OP get help son u scaring b****es fr

Real

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